My first drone video! 😊 It took some time and I'm still tentatively exploring video editing (I'm especially not happy with the music yet) but I'm so excited for you to finally get to see this! It was so interesting being in the water and then looking back at the footage... You have to entirely rethink how you use your body, not only because you're in the water, but also because you're being captured flat from above. I think there still room to grow but I'm very happy for this being the first try! Let me know what you think?
Two more time lapses from when @emmahelena painted photographed me :) I also attached a few of the final images that @emmahelena got of me. Do you like our setup? It is a simple way of having a neutral background, but good natural light... We simply hung some fabric over a hammock swing that we have in our garden.
A self portrait session from yesterday...
It's been a really long time since I took self portraits last. Maybe almost two months or so...
I didn't feel very creative in them for a while, feeling unsatisfied and bored with the results. They weren't interesting enough to me and I wanted to push myself harder and further, but I didn't know how or in what direction.
I felt so creative, when photographing others, that I shifted my focus more onto that for a while, but not to do self portraits for so long was nagging on me. The thought was in the back of my mind all the time.
For me, when I'm photographing myself alone, something happens… I've tried to describe it in words many times and I don't think I am ever able to do justice to the feelings and the atmosphere, that comes about, when I'm alone with my camera.
But I do think, that you can see it in the images! I think if you take the time to look at one of them… To really look deeply with an open heart, I think many feelings could arise in yourself which could be insightful.
I aspire to look at everything in my life in that way…
When you see beauty, you become beauty ☀
@emmahelena did this really awesome bodypaint on me today! 🎨 I really love bringing different creative genres together like this and actually want to do a lot more with paints and other creative mediums... These few days we spent together were so full of joy and passion for art... I really enjoyed myself and I think the range and quantity of content we created in such a short time is quite incredible ☀ thank you @emmahelena for being such a light and joy 💜 please come back soon 🙏
A little more of the Nude yoga :) I have so much stuff backed up from my road trip, that I still need to edit and post and @emmahelena and I are creating so much already, I don't even know where to put it all haha I guess it just means more for you ;)
@emmahelena brought a polaroid camera, which is sooo much fun!! I especially love that double exposure one <3 All of the polaroids are for sale; so if you are interested just send me a DM ;) Should I get a polaroid camera too, so that I can create polaroids for you guys?
More to come soon! @emmahelena already posted a time lapse of us shooting self portraits together in some cool corsets and fishnet outfits, so make sure to check out her profile as well 😊☀️
Tired but HAPPY!! From a picknick with friends some time ago <3 (I hope I didn't post this one before... Not sure if OnlyFans is malfunctioning, but I can't find it in my feed, so here it is possibly again)
My lovely friend @emmahelena took these of me, at a duo shoot we had some time ago. I am so excited, because she is going to come visit me tomorrow and staying for a few days!!! I am already planning lots of stuff, that I want to create with her :) We also have another shoot together with the same photographer, Jan Bleeker, so there is going to be lots of content together! Are you excited yet? I also have yet to edit a bunch of content from my road trip... We got so much good stuff and I don't want to reveal to much yet but we went underwater and high above capturing all angles <3
I made this whole video of the first day of my road trip but it seems it never actually uploaded? At least I can't find it in my feed... So here it is 💜 I hope you enjoy
Something that has been making me really happy about this site is that I can just post whatever I want without having to censor it! It feels freeing 😊 so here's a wonderful shot by Lena that I posted to Instagram today, but uncensored 🎉
My dear friend Emma has an OnlyFans too now! And she's already posting lots of awesome content 😊 We're also planning on shooting some content just for OnlyFans soon! Any requests? 😉 Make sure you check out her page as well https://onlyfans.com/emmahelena?rec=36133422
Trying out the new GoPro I got (Thank you for helping me with that financially ;) This wouldn't be possible without your support!) :) This is just a little clip, but I am going to try to edit and cut something bigger together! For now you get to watch my morning routine of nude yoga in the garden...
Sorry that I have been so inactive these last few days, it's not how I usually like to do things... But there's been some difficult things happening in my private life that I am trying to deal with, at the moment.
I will try and create some new content as soon as I can, but I hope you guys understand 💜💜💜
These pictures are from a shoot I did with Lena ( @fevgalena on Instagram) I posted a little BTS video from this a while ago, if you remember 😊
Did you already see these animations I have been making??
I know they're not the typical content you see on here, but let me know if you like them at all :)
I feel I have not posted a set of images together in quite some time, so here is a set that my friend Anna took of me. She had never photographed nude before and only done a little posing so far... We got in contact over a mutual friend on instagram and she was very interested in trying some more nude modeling, so I drove out to Amsterdam to go see her :)
After posing wonderfully for me outside, we went back to her apartment and I photographed her some more, but urged her to also try being behind the camera sometime, since it gives you a lot better understanding when you're posing... (at least in my opinion) and thats how these wonderful images came to be. She definitely did a great job especially for it being the first time behind at the camera like this...
(disclaimer: I wanted to rearrange these images in a different order, depending on how interesting I find them, but OnlyFans is kind of acting up right now... I hope you can still enjoy them tho)
