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would you suck my uncut cock?
2021-09-11 02:53:38 +0000 UTC View Post
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I konw a lot of you are here because you feel lonely, and yo..
I konw a lot of you are here because you feel lonely, and you wish there are someone out there to take care of you and tell you they love you. Too often our feelings of fear - fear of loneliness, not being accepted etc, blind ourselves from seeing the truth - the most important relationship you will ever have with yourself. You dont need someone else to tell you you are good enough in order to be loveable. When you learn to love yourself and are able to generate happiness for yourself, you then can offer love and happiness to someone else. Don't seek external "love", for it is only illusory pleasure that leaves more pain afterwards. Learn to love yourself undconditionally no matter what. You are already what you want to become, you are here on this Earth not to please anyone but to align with your true vibrational being. When you are aligned with who you are and content with yourself - only then you can attract true love because you will attract someone who is the same as you who loves themselves and are then able to offer you true love adn happibess
2021-09-11 00:52:39 +0000 UTC View PostYOU ARE ENOUGH. Our true person, our true self, doesn’t ne..
YOU ARE ENOUGH. Our true person, our true self, doesn’t need a particular job or position or body type or size or color. We don't need our belief systems and society to tell us how to be in order to be valid and worth loving. There are just concepts handed down to us by our society and ancestors. They are not the ultimate truth. Our true self doesn’t need money, fame, or status. Our true self doesn’t need to do anything. We just live our life deeply in the present moment, knowing everything we ever want is already in us. Knowing that there is no goal to achieve, nothing to do, nowhere to go. Everything is as it is and everything unfolds according to the perfect plan. You don't need to pretend to be someone you are not anymore. All your insecurities are your greatest gifts if you allow them to co-exist within you and embrace them with gentleness. You are enough.
2021-09-09 15:16:31 +0000 UTC View PostThere's a bug and I can't seem to see your messages until no..
There's a bug and I can't seem to see your messages until now 😭 wtf OF. Anyways! I hope you guys are doing well 💓💕 I will be bulk uploading content in the next few days, some with short captions some without because there are too many to upload. Sending out some surprise videos to my VIPs soon 😊
2021-09-09 05:50:26 +0000 UTC View PostLately guilt has arisen in me because I feel that I am not m..
Lately guilt has arisen in me because I feel that I am not making uploading enoigh content for you guys. Being a cat mom, a business owner, a coach, a full time house keeper ( yes i do all the cooking, cleaning, washing and tidying for my loved ones) i wake up every day at 5am to meditate before starting work, then head out to get grocery and feed my cat, shower, then start work again before eating my first meal at 4pm. I sometimes feel a bit burnt out. After losing 2 months worth of content i felt a bit defeated but this will not stop me from producing even better content for you. Because I truely am thankful to have you all, and this opportunity to share my insigt and help you feel better. Yes the NSFW part is a big part of it and I enjoy evey second of being a NSFW creator but if I can make you feel even 10% better about your self after you sub to me and taught you how to not run away from your sufferings and embrace all of who you are unconditionally, I can then feel my job is well done.
2021-09-09 01:18:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Sexual desire is natural and we all have them, it is our emo..
Sexual desire is natural and we all have them, it is our emotional positionalities and unwholesome attachments that cause us to suffer, when we become addictive to it and unaware. We can love ourselves and use healthy ways to handle our sexual energy in a wholesome and productive way... Being an asexual spiritual buddhist , I focus on seeing that the good feelings my body is able to generates as a gift and I direct this energy towards giving back to my loved ones by taking care of them and make them feel happy and well taken care of thanks to the money I am able to receive with my page.
2021-09-07 01:15:23 +0000 UTC View PostSome of you asked me how do I cultivate happiness and peace ..
Some of you asked me how do I cultivate happiness and peace in our daily life. Be mindful of what we consume through our 5 senses. (eye, ears, nose, tongue, and mind) When I read the news, or watch this TV show or listen to this music or see this advertisement, I ask myself: Does this piece of content / knowledge brings me happiness, stability and peace? Or does it water my seeds of anger, fear, jealousy, low-self esteem and depression? When I consume a meal or drink a beverage, I ask myself, does this food in front of me brings me nourishment and healing to my body that is my temple? Or does it give instantaneous gratification and pleasure, but make me feel sluggish and ill afterwards?
2021-09-02 09:38:19 +0000 UTC View PostKnowing others is intelligence; knowing yourself is true wis..
Knowing others is intelligence; knowing yourself is true wisdom. Mastering others is strength; Mastering yourself is true power. If you realize that you have enough, you are truly rich. If you stay in the center and embrace life with your whole heart, you will endure forever. (Lao Tzu, Tao Te Ching, Verse 33)
2021-08-28 23:55:34 +0000 UTC View PostDaddy's been too busy to jerk off and my cum tank was always..
Daddy's been too busy to jerk off and my cum tank was always so full and my prostate was so tender. Sometimes I woke up with a wet dream where my underwear drenched in fresh cum. This time I wake up and I sat down, immediately my cum started oozing and leaking out of my cumslit uncontrollably. With the inevitable fading of the illusory, short-lived orgasm/ sensual pleasure comes the feeling of loneliness, guilt and shame, self blame, hatred and anger as this denotes a pathological form of chronic wantingness well known to society as an endless drive for relationship, sex, materialism, hoarding, addictions and more. Constant desire for sex, approval, social craving, and external conditions for my own happiness is compensatory to my self-doubt, low self-esteem, and the need to constantly provide external sources of pleasure. However, I've now learned to feel invite gratitude, self compassion and forgiveness instead of guilt. I now feel so wonderful and thankful that my body is still able to self regulate in a healthy and wholesome manner. I feel thankful that my body is still healthy and functioning well. I now see my body as a gift, that allows me to be alive and breathe, walk, enjoy mother Earth's delicious veggies and fruits. My two hands allow me to share my thoughts and help others suffer less. To have a body is a miracle. To be alive is a miracle.
2021-08-26 22:50:43 +0000 UTC View PostAlways be a refuge to yourself - We don’t do things to get p..
Always be a refuge to yourself - We don’t do things to get praise or status; we don’t try to play a role. Wherever we are, we can be sovereign of ourselves. We’re no longer swept away by our environment; we’re no longer pushed or swayed by the crowd. We embrace the consistent feeling of gratitude, pleasure, and certainty about our goals. There is a living in the present rather than a preoccupation with the past or the future. There is a trusting defenselessness because the power that was projected onto the world has been re-owned.
2021-08-24 07:54:19 +0000 UTC View PostWanna crawl over and take of my underwear?
Wanna crawl over and take of my underwear?
2021-08-19 10:21:09 +0000 UTC View PostPossessiveness and attachment occur as a consequence of prid..
Possessiveness and attachment occur as a consequence of pride. Some people would rather die than be "wrong". Attachment to view/ self/things/anyting is, therefore, a potential cause for suffering, because attachment brings about fear of loss and, with loss, we go back into apathy, depression, and grief. If we are prideful of a car/our body/our possessions/our self image etc and somebody steals it or it no longers is there as all things are subject to change (impermanence) , we will experience anguish, pain, and suffering. If, instead, we loosely hold the car (emotionally speaking), and we enjoy its beauty and perfection and we feel grateful for having it, its loss will bring about only minor disappointment.
2021-08-18 23:14:30 +0000 UTC View PostReminder: You are more than enough. Stop caring what others ..
Reminder: You are more than enough. Stop caring what others think of you. You are responsible for what you think, say or do, not what other people think, say or do. You are not responsible for whether or not people freak out about it. It’s not about the movie, it’s about the movie-goers. what other people think about you has nothing to do with you and everything to do with them. You may not have control over the externals, but you always have control over your internals.
2021-08-16 00:14:57 +0000 UTC View Postsomebody set up a spy cam while I was working out. Can someo..
somebody set up a spy cam while I was working out. Can someone find out who it was so I can punish them? 😈
2021-08-12 23:22:15 +0000 UTC View Postdaddy's always horny in the morning, who wants to lick it
daddy's always horny in the morning, who wants to lick it
2021-08-11 22:37:37 +0000 UTC View PostMost of you guys are dealing with fearfulness, which can exp..
Most of you guys are dealing with fearfulness, which can expressed as anxiety, PTSD, dependency, fear of living, fear of loving, fear of danger, fear of not being accepted, fear of change, fear of failure, fear of loving, fear of loss of security and so on. The willingness to let go of fear and overcome it can already move us up to the next level, which is anger. The combination of fear/anger feelings and surrender it moves us instantly up to pride and courage.
2021-08-05 03:38:23 +0000 UTC View PostHappy August you guys! 🍉☀️ I just sent out a surprise video ..
Happy August you guys! 🍉☀️ I just sent out a surprise video of me jerking off to my VIPs with renew on :-) I hope you guys like it. 💖 # AutoRenewReward #. SurpriseReward # Ken'sVipClub # MonthlyReward
2021-08-03 00:53:53 +0000 UTC View PostWanna feel it pulsate and expand in your mouth before it rea..
Wanna feel it pulsate and expand in your mouth before it reaches your throat? tags: erection, semi, asian guy, asian daddy, muscle asian, bigasiancock, balls, uncut asian cock, pubes
2021-08-01 00:54:35 +0000 UTC View PostPeople often say that being an Onlyfans creator is super com..
People often say that being an Onlyfans creator is super competitive and cut throat competition and we must not help and support other creators and we must only put each other down in order for ourselves to be seen. This mentality, however, is base in fear and lack because you don't believe that the Universe always has more than enough for everyone. When we trust that we live in an abundant universe and allow ourselves to give freely, we raise our frequency, strengthen our faith, and feel awesome, thereby putting ourselves in flow and the position to receive abundant amounts in return. When we’re in fear, we hold on to what we’ve got because we don’t trust that there’s more. We pinch off the energy, we’re scared to share, and we focus on, and create more of, the very thing we’re hoping to avoid, which is lack. There is no competition and no comparison, for we are all different and meant to be that way. We are all special and wonderful.
2021-07-28 00:07:15 +0000 UTC View PostMany of us equates our identity and gayness with masculinity..
Many of us equates our identity and gayness with masculinity and our physical body as we are brainwahsed by media that glamourizes toxic gay beauty standards. I too am struggling with chronic wantingness and cravingness due to failure of internal satisfaction.. Social and sexual craving is often compensatory to self-doubt, low self-esteem, and the need to constantly provide external sources of pleasure.Such pathological forms of chronic wantingness are well known in our society as an endless drive for relationships, sex, materialism, hoarding, addictions, and desire for approval. Our society praises cis gay men who fit within a masculine persona, and to be masculine means always sexually hungry, always DTF. To be non-hypersexual or non masc means we aren't worthy enough or deserving of love. It induces an inferiority complex in us due to toxic masculinity , yet expresses deep misogyny and aphoia to those who show signs of femininity and who are asexual, and those who does not need sex to feel whole and valid. Sex, which bring temporary pleasure that only leads to more pain, instead of lasting wholeness that emanates from within and that which does not derive its wholeness from the external... I too once struggled (still am) with gay toxic standard and my body image and i constantly feel not good enough or worthy enough and it waters my seed of wantingness and the fear of "losing it all" and my "identity" once I stop working out or fail to maintain my "masculinity" as I conveniently equate my humanhood with my physicality and my seuxality. As i learn to let go of my identification with my body (seeing it as "a" body instead of "my") and the emotional baggages that blinds me to the truth that I am good enough no matter what external conditions i have or dont have and I am made of non-me elements, satisfaction arises not from what I have or don't have but from the realization of the source of my own existence which is not dependent on any external conditions.
2021-07-25 00:13:00 +0000 UTC View Posthey my loves! lots of u have been asking do I do custome req..
hey my loves! lots of u have been asking do I do custome requests, yes i'm making my next batch of video requests on Tuesday, so get your requests in ASAP 💓💕
2021-07-24 23:14:49 +0000 UTC View PostI just sent out a cumshot video to my VIPs! Check your inbox..
I just sent out a cumshot video to my VIPs! Check your inboxes 😁 x (edited: pls check your inbox again for the cumshot video! aparently there was a glitch on OF and the video I scheduled to send out was delayed) Tags: # AutoRenewClub # VIPs # VipsRewards # cumshot
2021-07-22 19:12:45 +0000 UTC View PostSo the poll we did was based on "the map of consciousness" b..
So the poll we did was based on "the map of consciousness" by David Hawkins. In general, we can say that the lower end of the scale is associated with lower vibrational frequencies: lower energy, lower power, poorer life circumstances, poorer relationships, less abundance, less love, and poorer physical and emotional health. Because of the low energy, such needy people drain us on all levels. The lower our emotional state, the more negatively we influence not only our own lives but also all of life around us. As we let go of negative feelings, there is a progressive movement up the scale to Courage and then beyond, with increasing effectiveness, success, and peace, joy and effortless happiness.
2021-07-22 09:40:22 +0000 UTC View Posti feel so grateful for all of you because of you I can suppo..
i feel so grateful for all of you because of you I can support my family, take care of my kitty cat and pay my own bills and rent instead of being a burden by relying on my parent. And it allows me to continue working towards alleviating others' sufferings being a LGBTQIA+ fitness and emotional healing coach. I am so grateful. Here's a cute little video to say thank you. In the next few posts I will be looking at your poll and we will take a look at each mental formation / emotion and I will be offering some insights and means to help you transform and transcend your sufferings to hopefully help you move towards peace, joy and happiness.
2021-07-20 23:07:52 +0000 UTC View Postdaddy expects you to not waste a single drop🥛 I just sent ou..
daddy expects you to not waste a single drop🥛 I just sent out the Full video to my VIPs with renew on as part of their monthly surprise rewards 💓 yeah! Also, I wasn't ready to film that day cos i literally just woke up and felt horny haha and my eyes was puffy so id thought not showing my face actually make the video more enjoyable to watch. I hope you still like it. Tags: #AutoRenewClub #AutoRenewVips #VipRewards, cumvideo, asian muscle cumshot
2021-07-11 03:04:42 +0000 UTC View Post
Whatever is going through in your life right now, it shall p..
Whatever is going through in your life right now, it shall pass. Everything in this cosmo is impermanent and subject to change I love you Once you realize this truth and all attachments relinquished, you will no longer suffer I love you In togetherness we can heal, grow and nourish our wholesome seeds of happiness, peace and non-fear I love you May you be happy. May you all be peaceful. May you all be filled with love 🙏🏼 Here's a cum video as promised ( is it too sudden? 😂)
2021-07-07 01:22:30 +0000 UTC View PostI hope daddy's softie is enough to turn you on.
I hope daddy's softie is enough to turn you on.
2021-06-28 00:53:26 +0000 UTC View Post[Announcement] A friend who just joined us asked a good ques..
[Announcement] A friend who just joined us asked a good question regarding my Monthly VIP reward program - If you choose to join my 3-month or 6-month package, you will receive all the accumulated rewards entitled in each tier plus a life-time VIP of 30% monthly discount. Of course, You are free to choose when to receive the rewards, either all at once, or you may choose to receive them on a monthly basis as a surprise and when the mood strikes, there will be new content for you to enjoy and cum to. 💓💕
2021-06-25 11:24:20 +0000 UTC View Post