happy thanksgiving! i'm thankful for you guys for letting me shitpost with my tiddies out :3 thanks for letting me be stupid on the internet with you 💖
2022-11-24 19:48:49 +0000 UTC View Post
who up willyin' they nilly rn???
2022-11-22 23:22:48 +0000 UTC View Post
-something kind of personal i wanted to share is that bc of my anxiety, sometimes i deal with what's called "depersonalization". this can lead me to feeling cloudy, and like either im not real, or the world around me isn't real. it's a very odd feeling! i've learned that it's a little more common than i thought, and that there are lots of other people who deal with it! this, however, got me thinking about the theory that we are in a world of our own creation and that none of this is ACTUALLY real, it's just what we've made for ourselves! and that makes me think about how maybe, just maybe, that feeling is telling me that i AM in a reality where i can create and do whatever i desire, and that thought in of itself helps me to feel better when i'm in that foggy state of mind. i truly believe you can do whatever you set your mind to. so when you're feeling foggy, insecure, or just plain down in the dumps, just remember that these feelings are temporary! you WILL feel happiness again. and while yes, happiness is also a temporary feeling, that reminds you to take every moment in stride and do the things you love and enjoy! and by continuing to constantly do the things you love and enjoy, maybe happiness won't be such a temporary feeling after all! 😊 you make me happy 💖 -Lotus 🌺
2022-11-21 00:14:31 +0000 UTC View Post
i really wanna stay at your house... 🌙
2022-11-15 22:30:34 +0000 UTC View Post
sigh... it gets lonely when no one realizes my posts are all just distractions... so that i can build my army of followers and start a cult. that way we'll never be lonely~!
2022-11-03 23:47:24 +0000 UTC View Post
what if the world ended tomorrow and i never saw your boobs what about that?
2022-11-01 23:05:37 +0000 UTC View Post
can i be your JACK o lantern? c; free lil mini set for you all 💖 ily happy halloween!! 💖
2022-10-29 18:15:24 +0000 UTC View Post
this guy smacks your girl's ass at the function, what do you do?
2022-10-27 22:34:14 +0000 UTC View Post
lol gross boob pic ToT but i had to take out my nipple piercings for good this time! this is what it looked like and it wouldn't heal :( so finally just SADLY saying goodbye to my favorite piercings 🥲🥲🥲 (the ring is from me salt soaking it lol)
2022-10-24 15:59:33 +0000 UTC View Post
little vent post~ these last few months have been very rewarding but also hard. i got to take off a work to go to riot fest!!! and see some really cool bands and my favorite song being played!!! that was sooo fun, but then i got covid and had to take off another week without pay 🥲 so i was without work for two weeks and when i got back my check was only like $200 cries. but then i finally got a car!!! and of course i had to pay to register it, etc... which ended up being much much more than i thought it would to do that and fix things on it... and then my instagram got disabled, and i was growing SO fast. i was at about 30k+ and growing fast every day, meaning new fans on here and more money. but since it got disabled, my subs have dropped SO much, and my main tiktok is seriously shadowbanned... but i got a new job closer to home!!! it pays a little less, but it's easier and closer to me. im leaving my old job that i was at for 5 years!!!! it was just time for a change :) and i told my boss about how i don't go by my real name anymore and use they/them pronouns and he was SO comforting and welcoming!! so i start in a couple days cx and then my phone ended up breaking... so i had to shell out money to buy a new one :( needless to say, i am SO broke rn. halloween is actually scary this year... and it's just because of being an adult LOL. i need an adultier adult HELP!!!! xD i hope you guys's last few months have been treating you better than they have me 💖 -Lotus 🌺
2022-10-23 17:22:44 +0000 UTC View Post
suck my ovaries out like boba tea
2022-10-20 16:43:22 +0000 UTC View Post
oh! sorry... i borrowed one of your shirts and ties bc i missed u.... i hope u don't mind 🥺👉🏼👈🏼
2022-10-13 19:40:23 +0000 UTC View Post
-so i was thinking about this show i watched on Netflix called Midnight Gospel. if you haven't heard of it, it's basically snippets from this guy's podcast put to animation. it's super fantastical and silly at times, but the animation is super cool. if i recall correctly, i think the artist for Adventure Time does the animation for it! :> anyway, i was thinking about the theory about how we're all in a world of our own creation. like this is technically not our actual reality, but it a reality of our own creation. this ties into manifestation and why so many people (myself included!) believe in it. the theory states that we can truly do anything and make our reality the reality we want, but that it doesn't always work and it's super hard to do because of the fact that we've been in "this world" for so long that we've forgotten that this is a world of our own creation. we've forgotten or have those little nagging doubts that we can ACTUALLY do anything we desire which, if you know how manifestation works, is the number one reason why it doesn't work for so many people. doubt it the big killer! do you believe in manifestation? i definitely do and it's worked for me on many occasions! but as always, i get those nagging little doubts so it really does take time. but if you keep believing you have something, or you are something, it'll take time ofc, but you'll achieve all the goals you set your mind to! i manifested you hehe 💖 -Lotus 🌺
2022-10-09 21:37:38 +0000 UTC View Post
put the love and affection in the bag and no one gets hurt *FAKE PROP*
2022-10-08 16:19:48 +0000 UTC View Post
it's my birthday in 20 days :o
2022-10-06 21:31:05 +0000 UTC View Post
*FAKE PROP* i promise my finger is resting on the outside even tho it doesn't look like it ToT i swear i have trigger discipline, my fingies are just SHORT
2022-10-06 16:35:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Morpheus but it's just two blue pills because all i am is cringe
2022-10-04 20:11:02 +0000 UTC View Postwhich halloween set should i start posting tomorrow?? i rly rly can't wait for you to see the slight meme cosplay bc it turned out super cute, but i looove how Vampirella turned out!
2022-10-03 00:18:44 +0000 UTC View Post
hi!! Vampirella here. can i suck your d- i mean.... bl00d? 0w0
2022-10-02 00:06:21 +0000 UTC View Post
the past two days have been sooooo hectic holy cow xc esp with my insta being yeeted, i feel like i'm thrown so off schedule lol. hoping to get back on track, so here's some fresh outta the shower lewds!
2022-09-30 01:26:15 +0000 UTC View Post
hiiiiii, have you watched cyberpunk edgerunners yet??? i rly wanna cosplay Rebecca, but the whole cosplay (including her glove props and jacket, etc...) is around $500 ToT which is sooooo expensive rn. if anyone was feeling generous at all and wanted to help donate/tip i wld love u forever 💖 i think it's super expensive rn bc it's SO new and bc of the gloves/jacket lololol (plus the tailoring fee is almost $200 what the actual heck). anyway, she was my fav character and i relate to her so c: ty in advance!! i will throw some EXTRA pics in if we can reach some sort of amount
2022-09-27 03:18:17 +0000 UTC View Post
finally feelin a lil better from covid cx hopefully these pics cheer you up too! 💖
2022-09-26 22:42:46 +0000 UTC View Post
-do you ever think about how we **truly** are a product of our environment(s) and just *HOW MUCH* we are? our parents raise us to believe certain things- harmless stuff like Santa Claus, the tooth fairy, etc.., and other things like religion and sometimes prejudice. some people were taught that being gay is bad, or that if you don't believe in Jesus, you were going to hell. as we grow up, we learn to think and decide for ourselves what we believe in, but a lot of those things we were taught kind of stick with us. that's why i think it's **so** important to keep an open mind, be open to other opinions and options, and have conversations!! sometimes it's *supersuper* **healthy** to challenge yourself and your beliefs. it's up to **YOU** to figure out what you truly believe in, what you think is right, and what you like! this whole thing is also true with just the tv shows we watch, music we listen to, etc.. a lot of my *most favorite* things i've watched or listened to have been things others have shown me! when you're in certain environments, and meeting new people, you learn *lots* of new things and are shown a lot of new things! you see certain styles, clothes, makeup, etc.. and try your best to try it out and replicate those things. it's so interesting to think about that and how we all are just constantly learning and finding ourselves. keep trying! -Lotus 🌺
2022-09-26 05:46:00 +0000 UTC View Post
no pants r the best pants (had to make a new insta bc they yeeted me at 35k ToT go follow the new one?? @/lotus.jayne)
2022-09-24 19:07:34 +0000 UTC View Post
