little vent post~ these last few months have been very rewa..
Added 2022-10-23 17:22:44 +0000 UTClittle vent post~ these last few months have been very rewarding but also hard. i got to take off a work to go to riot fest!!! and see some really cool bands and my favorite song being played!!! that was sooo fun, but then i got covid and had to take off another week without pay 🥲 so i was without work for two weeks and when i got back my check was only like $200 cries. but then i finally got a car!!! and of course i had to pay to register it, etc... which ended up being much much more than i thought it would to do that and fix things on it... and then my instagram got disabled, and i was growing SO fast. i was at about 30k+ and growing fast every day, meaning new fans on here and more money. but since it got disabled, my subs have dropped SO much, and my main tiktok is seriously shadowbanned... but i got a new job closer to home!!! it pays a little less, but it's easier and closer to me. im leaving my old job that i was at for 5 years!!!! it was just time for a change :) and i told my boss about how i don't go by my real name anymore and use they/them pronouns and he was SO comforting and welcoming!! so i start in a couple days cx and then my phone ended up breaking... so i had to shell out money to buy a new one :( needless to say, i am SO broke rn. halloween is actually scary this year... and it's just because of being an adult LOL. i need an adultier adult HELP!!!! xD i hope you guys's last few months have been treating you better than they have me 💖 -Lotus 🌺
