Until today, I hadn't gotten out of bed before 1pm in months, but it's 11am (🥳🪩🥂) & I'm ready for my day!! + my house is clean, my wall art is up, my to do list is in a non stressful place, I've already posted here (as you can see), and my only plan today is to take a million nudes (well, at least 5, I'm sure) + queue them so i can do the fun page stuff. will be more than titty pics. lol... trust me, I doubt myself too, but not right now. I've been goin 📈 for weeks and this is more than optimism. (I'm sooooo optimistic about this statement) hehe. so yeah... happy TUESDAY!! the best day of the week if you ask ME.
hi... i missed you 🥹🤍 i'm actually pumped up to share more bout kinks again & chat w y'all (i'm FINALLY moved in) & take my besttt nudes. AND tell you my secrets of course. though i don't know what secrets that would be... i already tell you everything...
but for now, i must go masturbate & then go to bed bc i'm a horny, tired girl. what's new? hahaha. i hope you've been thrivinggggg and havin' a great start to your week 🤗
i don't wanna watch porn anymore. i wanna MAKEEEE it :( i mean come on... what's the point of being a sex worker if i'm not having any sex??? society looks down on me just as much as the next onlyfans girl, but i'm not even getting half the perks. what a sick JOKE!!!! 2 years and no sex!!!! well, my entire life... but 2 years of this/putting my sexless life on display lol
(i'm okay, i'm okay hahaha so don't mind me... just being melodramatic for a second)
likely story lolol but hey i hope u like this short vid of me showing off my weirdness (better w volume off). also, the way i'm posting this on a friday lmao... so silly
i used to have a kissing kink (?). like that's really all i needed. i'd just search for kissing/makeout vids & i was good to go. then it slowwwwly escalated... and here we are
ps: i still haven't chatted. shocking, i know
this is exactly what they'll be like, so if this was unbearable for you, definitely opt out 🫶🏻 (i'm going to create lists so that i don't send anyone unsolicited voice messages hahaha)
this week has been pretty shit :/ wanna eat me out? i think it'd help. actually... i KNOW it'd help.
🚨stop reading now if you don't want my emotions to ruin the hotness🚨
long vent about [not] chatting:
idk why, but i have a huge mental block around texting. here & in my personal life. i've literally ghosted *everyone*, no matter how close we are/were... my cousin, my old nanny family, multiple friends, the guy i was talking to, my fucking dentist lol, and many more. i'm mostly telling you this is to emphasize how not personal it is. also because i feel so guilty and stressed and selfishly need to tell someone other than my therapist lmao. but ya, i can't even get myself to look at a message. idk what to do. it's fucking up my life and is so rude. makes it look like idgaf about anyone :( i make daily to do lists and it's on there everyday, but doesn't make a difference. isn't it sad that i have to put talking to the people i like on a to do list?
on here, i feel especially bad for ignoring the people who've paid for something and not gotten it for months. that's so not okay. i know they think they'll never get it, but they will. and the people who've tipped me. and the people who've supported me for months/years. most of them aren't here anymore, so if you fall into any of these groups and ARE still here... thank you. i don't blame the people who aren't, but it just makes me sad. so many of my longterm subscribers who were literally friends have unsubscribed and i just can't get myself to fix it. i know people take no replies personally regardless of how many times i apologize, but that won't stop me. i'm so sorry.
2 pussy pics in 2 days!!? 🫨 alright, that's a wrap folks- see ya in a month! jk jk jk... see u tomorrow probs
quick "story" time, but not really a story: my landlord found out i have an onlyfans (long story) and asked if she can "pick my brain" about it. she'll be here in 30 mins lmao... do you think she wants to start one?!? or maybe collect enough information to somehow evict me?!? stay tuned to find out!
i really only want a bf so i can send him nudes at work. like idc about the other stuff, just the teasing at work. i'm a simple gal
(sorry for the weird cropping)
i tried building an ikea shelf, but got stuck on step 1, so played w myself to relieve my stress hahaha. it obviously worked, but my horniness never went away and now i've played w myself/cum like 4 separate times in the past 2 or 3 hours :,) no pics, unfortunately, but i still thought u may like to know!!! i really do need to be productive tho so i can feel good about the togetherness of my life and come back to onlyfans 💔 plz helpppppppp me... i feel so close, yet so FAR
though for the record, i did assemble a whole couch by myself this morning
i misspelled* the word "you're" TWICE in a poll today, so i unfortunately *had* to delete it (OF doesn't allow editing on polls). i obviously didn't want to leave y'all without a post though (that's just not how I roll 😉🥲), so i'm replacing my poll [that none of you asked for... or wanted] with this 5/7ths of right boob/nipple + mismatching panties mirror selfie. i figure it's about time for me to give the same old boring 2 boob mirror selfie thing a break :) it's also much harder to mess up a titty pic than it is to mess up grammar, and i can edit my captions endlessly, so i feel pretty confident that i won't delete this post!
omg wait, i also wanted to tell you that i decided to put my pole back up!!! so you should probably start mentally preparing for the excitement you'll feel when you see my hot pole dancing content [once i improve; 2.5 years after saying this same thing]... or for the disappointment you'll feel if i find something more fun and never mention the pole again. i really think it will be excitement, but i'll finally admit that follow through isn't my strong suit :( :( :( :( :( :/ :/ :/ :/ :/
okay, i hope you're having a good day 🤍☀️
not me telling my mom i was in the bathroom forever because they had really nice stalls so i started texting someone and forgot i was in a bathroom 😂🤪
ps: i'm sorry i've only been posting titty selfies lately :/ i hope you're not too bored
pps: i decided to have an overall phase... whatcha think...?
antique markets: 😀🤩🤠
estate sales: 😁🤩🤠🤯🥳👏🏻 + 🥺😟😦😰 (💀)
sorry... ik u couldn't give much less of a fuck about my shopping preferences, but what can i say? it's my new passion in life (for at leaaaast another 2 weeks)...! i MUST spread awareness of the existence of secondhand goods!
um... excuuuuse me? ik you're horny, but isn't there something else you're supposed to be doing right now? perhaps working...? 🧐 jk jk, F THAT. i HOPE you're at work and doing this instead hehe
ps: has anyone done emdr therapy? if so, please feel free to leave a comment about your experience!! if you don't wanna share details, maybe just a "👍🏻" (good experience) "👎🏻" (bad experience) 🤍
pps: wow!! look how incredibly smooth my wrist looks! obviously not bc i spent 20 mins editing something out or anything weird like that. i've just got a super smooth wrist
been listening to a lot of GWAs (gone wild audios) lately. I think they make me feel less guilty about consuming porn (because ya know... I still have that deep rooted religious guilt & what not lmao), but I always go back to vids because I'm simply not interesting in never seeing another creampie again until I can get my own lolol. but, uh... anyways... the audios got me thinking about how fun it might be to make my own. I bought a good microphone ~1 year ago and it's still in it's box, so it'd make sense. the main thing that's stopping me, you see, is that it's painful to listen back to that stuff. like it really took me DAYS to get through that masturbation audio from awhile back. so yeah, just thought I'd let you know about something that probably will not be happening. I like to keep you in the loop hahaha
ps: I'm [not] sorry for teasing you with these pics
another chatty post! sorryyyyy, but my bio DOES warn that this is basically a diary, sooo...
guess what my new hobby of the week is?!? antiquing!!! so, so much fun. i've probably spent 40 hours at antique markets this week lol. so if ur wondering where i am, i'm very busy being smart w my money and buying cool stuff for the new place i'm moving to in 2 weeks (and simultaneously avoiding the built up stress of life, obviously hehe)!!
ps: i love how optimistic some of you are for me every time i'm inactive... like some of you really think i'm out in the world living it up lmao...
pps: the car next to me DEFINITELY saw me take this. lucky them though honestly
@ me having some fun alone in dressing rooms :p
OMG i forgot to tell you i got my horniness back!! can i get an amen HALLELUJAH for that?!?! depression has been robbing me of this simple pleasure we all love for so long & it's honestly super fucked. makes it a lil hard to say much on here, but at least it always comes back
ummm okay, but why haven't i gotten a single comment about how freaking good that apology was? 🙄
(if your answer's that i seldom reply to comments, i don't wanna hear it >:( i still read & love them!!!)
& ANOTHER!!! i always forget i have a butt, BUT she needs attention too! so i chose this lovely booty/pussy combo pic bc if i keep posting, i'll run out of content & that'd be no good bc i only take pics 4 times a year (jk jk, but the real number's not too far off). hopefully my apology was a success. have a good day 🥰
