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I had this crazyyy and super unusual shoot a while ago, it f..

I had this crazyyy and super unusual shoot a while ago, it felt so rebellious for me but also really creative and different. Such a cool vibe — night time, it’s dark, we go out into the garden, everything’s green, simple but kinda magical, the night’s a bit chilly and there’s me in my fits🍓

We laughed so much, got so creative and the result turned out just amazing! I loved every second — the vibe, the process, the pics.
It was all super spontaneous, so here’s a few shots for u to catch the mood. The juiciest ones... I’ll keep them for later😏

If u’re feeling cold tonight or your evening isn’t going the..

If u’re feeling cold tonight or your evening isn’t going the way u hoped…
I’m not just wishing u a good mood (everyone can do that, right?), I actually wanna lift it up for u in any way I can!
It could be a deep talk, a silly game, joking till we cry, something spicy or even a little video call — just let me know, ‘cause I’m literally right here waiting for your sign😋

Something lately my uni days been way too busy and I get tir..

Something lately my uni days been way too busy and I get tired so fast.. Guess I’m already too old for this kinda active life 😂

For real, my life now is super active – uni, stretching classes, reading cool psych books, spending sooo much time with u, going to the salon more often for hair stuff and all that. And I actually enjoy all of it, can u believe?? That’s so dope

Damn but after those busy days I sleep like a rock

So yeah, do only what makes u happy. And I’ll keep making u happy with my wild content and our cute little chats 💋

Heeey guys! If u saw my stories, then u already know I came ..

Heeey guys!
If u saw my stories, then u already know I came up with a lil unusual idea. If not – no worries, I’m adding them here in this post!
Soo, I got myself some jewelry and thought… why not do an exclusive try-on. And by that I mean – just jewelry and my naked body. No clothes at all 😌
Of course I won’t show it here. I’ll send this try-on to u personally in DMs. So just let me know if u wanna see it 👀

While I was away, I had one suuuper fun photoshoot 😈 Tried o..

While I was away, I had one suuuper fun photoshoot 😈 Tried on lots of different moods, characters, looks — we went all in.
It was something new for me and honestly... kinda exciting!

This is just one of the looks we captured. Any guesses what role I’m playing here? 👀
I’m reallyyy curious who’ll be the first to guess

Tried to clean the room.Ended up staring at myself in the mi..

Tried to clean the room.
Ended up staring at myself in the mirror for like 15 minutes 🙃

I was like: okay miss girl, calm down, why u lookin like the best dessert before lunch??
The mirror said: yes, baby🍓

Oh, just look at this satisfied face — like a well-fed kitty..

Oh, just look at this satisfied face — like a well-fed kitty who just got the tastiest treat! But no, it's just me falling in love with skirts like this. U know, typical girly things, but I swear they make me feel different. My inner changes are slowly showing on the outside too. I start noticing other types of clothes, getting into more diverse books and movies. It’s so cool to discover new things and expand my horizons, even in small details.

Not gonna lie, it’s not that easy because u really gotta listen to yourself, but I’m loving it! ✨

Something cool happened to me!😱Like everyone else, sometimes..

Something cool happened to me!😱

Like everyone else, sometimes I have no mood for sex — maybe cause of long day or bad weather hah, but the custom needs to be done.

And I’m here because I like it, my libido is really high, and I enjoy chatting with u guys about different topics and spice things up (for sure🤭). If there’s no “wish” to play with pussy – my goal is to create it!

The quickest way is to jerk off on porn, of course, to be wet and naughty to satisfy u.. I just adore giving you pleasure!

But recently, I discovered something new for me. I noticed that I don’t enjoy looking at strangers in porn sometimes. So when I was preparing for a custom I accidentally looked in the mirror..and wow, started to look at myself.. it made me wet!

Ooops

Maybe I need to be shy not telling u that, but actually I’m proud of myself.

Fuck, I’m turning on cause of my reflection in the mirror

I just had in my mind how much I want to play with myself and my panties are wet.

Honestly, I’m shocked, and I didn’t think it could be like that. It’s unbelievable!

I’m to the damn flirty today, but I think my mood comes thro..

I’m to the damn flirty today, but I think my mood comes through in the pic🍓

I love my birthday makeup and hair so much that these pics j..

I love my birthday makeup and hair so much that these pics just have to be here!
Otherwise, I might need to be punished
The artist who did this has magic hands, really, I could kiss them, damn😍

Oh, fitting rooms are just too tempting for some super naugh..

Oh, fitting rooms are just too tempting for some super naughty pics
I barely held back
Just imagine.. people walking around, talking, trying on clothes, and I’m here undressing, spreading my legs, squeezing my nipples, and all that.
Ooooh, spicy🔥

Guys, u are killing it! The poll is a real showdown between ..

Guys, u are killing it! The poll is a real showdown between two options – whether I’ve had a lesbian experience or if I came during stretching. Gotta say, your intuition is sharp! 😏

So, the false one was that I had an orgasm while stretching.

But the lesbian experience? Yep, that one’s true. Surprised? Ahaaa

I’ll spill all the details later! Stay tuned💋

3 truths and 1 false 👀Try to guess which one is false 😏

3 truths and 1 false 👀

Try to guess which one is false 😏

When I was picking out a sports set, I realized I didn’t jus..

When I was picking out a sports set, I realized I didn’t just want something comfy. I wanted something beautiful, something that makes me feel sexy
That day, without even thinking, I kinda decided that I wanna feel flirty and hot all the time! No matter where I am — at home, in class, or running errands… It just doesn’t matter anymore😏

So, what do u think about this set on me? Approved?

Oh damn, it feels so good to be back with u! Our hot chats a..

Oh damn, it feels so good to be back with u! Our hot chats and preparing content just for u, by your own script, really turn me on..
I thought I couldn't get more inspired for work, but with u — everything is possible 😏

It’s very interesting that when I’m at home, I’m always such..

It’s very interesting that when I’m at home, I’m always such a sexy kitty and all that, but sometimes, because I study a lot, rush everywhere, I forget that I can be a sexy kitty in life too. And I ordered myself a dress for my birthday, but it turned out that the dress is separate, and the skirt can be worn separately. I just fell in love with this skirt. And when I was choosing a tracksuit for stretching, I wanted to take pictures also in the outfit I was wearing that day. I felt so so beautiful, harmonious, truly myself

In general, this look wins me over. And it’s not really about the clothes actually, but about how I feel about myself. And it’s so cool. Over the years, I somehow love myself more, take care of myself more.

After feeling all of this with this outfit, I kind of want to have sex with myself! 😏
This look boosts my inner feeling, u know, that feminine energy is bubbling inside me. I want to unlock it more and more!

I associate this look with Carrie Bradshaw’s style.
Do u like this look?

Lately I've been doing a lot, but I just had to fulfill my g..

Lately I've been doing a lot, but I just had to fulfill my girly wish. Who am I to say no to my own desires? Nah, that's not me

Sooo, I got such a fire hair color that I can't stop staring at myself every day. 100% happy with it!

I forbid u to ignore your own wishes.. or I'll be very strict. U don't wanna see me like that, right? Or if u do, let me know 😏

Finally, I am back! Wow, I really missed our chats and all t..

Finally, I am back!

Wow, I really missed our chats and all the fun. This month felt so strange I honestly cannot even remember the last time I was away from OnlyFans for this long.. So yeah, u can guess how happy I am!

And a whole month without u was kinda unusual for my orgasms too 😅 Good thing I had my advent calendar toys, because they were getting a lot of use

But let’s be honest — nothing excites me more than our little games😏

Have u ever wanted to get to know me better? What if we coul..

Have u ever wanted to get to know me better? What if we could meet face-to-face in a video call? Imagine hearing my voice, seeing my expressions, and watching my movements in real-time — it’s a whole new way to connect.

When we chat through messages, I create a certain image of you in my mind, but when we talk live, it’s always a delightful surprise to discover who you really are. It feels like getting to know you all over again💫

Right now, I don’t have many video calls, but I’d love to change that! We can choose a time that works for both of us and talk about what we’ll do during the call to make it as fun as possible.

Would u like to try it? If yes, soo.. let me know!

Busy bee today, kinda tired, hehe. But OMG, I love when you ..

Busy bee today, kinda tired, hehe. But OMG, I love when you vibe with my stories, we get closer, and just chat about anything—it gives me all the energy and the best mood! 💕

Today I wanna share with u what kind of porn I’m into and ho..

Today I wanna share with u what kind of porn I’m into and how I masturbate😋

I’m super open-minded, love trying diff experiments, and I’m cool with almost any fetishes or desires. That’s probably why I vibe so much with OnlyFans, u know?

Usually, the urge hits me outta nowhere — bam, and I’m like, “Let’s go!” 😂 I’m super chill about it; it’s all about my mood, not what’s around me. Sometimes, I’ll watch porn. Lately, I’ve been watching it more, and I wanna share this with u. My moods are all over the place: one day, I’m into romantic, home-style vids, and another day I’m all about hardcore stuff like gangbang.

Oh yeah, u probably didn’t expect it, but I get really excited by gangbangs with older men, I get really horny right away.

I’ve even got a fave actor! His nickname is Gattouz0, and he’s so memorable ‘cause he’s gentle but also knows how to bring the heat — like, he’ll be all soft, then throw in a playful slap, and I’m like, wow, amazing.

Oh, and gay porn? Love it! Guys are just so great sexually. I’m into the kind of gay porn that’s visually stunning or group stuff — it’s exciting as hell! It’s tender but raw at the same time. And again, OMG, I’m just so into a gay gangbang where lots of hot guys fuck one, and he’s loving it. Ohhh, it blows my mind!

When I get into it, I usually strip completely, touch myself everywhere, and most of the time, it’s just me and my fingers on my clit. But hey, thanks to that Advent calendar with all the toys, I’ve been experimenting more. If I’m keeping it basic, I’ll use my fingers, but honestly, I love finishing things off by sitting on a dildo and having a few orgasms… ugh, so good

So yeah, there u go, a little peek into my world!

Tell me what porn u like, or better, show me, and let’s talk about it together💋

I love cozy clothes at home, comfy and oversized — they’re m..

I love cozy clothes at home, comfy and oversized — they’re my fave! 😌

But omg, after my daytime nap today, I had this super interesting dream… like, sooo nice. When I woke up, I felt so hot, I couldn’t wait to get rid of all my clothes

Do you ever have dreams like that?😏

Heyy I recently rewatched movie Burlesque 2010 (such a class..

Heyy
I recently rewatched movie Burlesque 2010 (such a classic, right?)
You know, Cher being an absolute queen, and Christina Aguilera lookin’ so fresh-faced it’s kinda crazy! I luv this movie for the vibes — all the singin’, dancin’, and that glam atmosphere😍

But, ofc, I ended up analyzin’ the characters too (couldn’t resist, haha).
Ali and Tess totally fit Jung’s archetypes!
Don’t worry, I won’t turn this into a lecture, lol, but basically, Tess is this strong woman learnin’ to let go of control and trust the younger gen. And Ali? She figures out that talent isn’t everything — respectin’ other people’s experience is a huge part of success too.

The movie really shows how important it is to follow your dreams and how powerful women are when they know their worth.

But seriously, just enjoy it for the fun, the sparkle, and the amazin’ performances. What’s your fave part?

Heyyy! You know, when I shoot content for you, I really put ..

Heyyy!

You know, when I shoot content for you, I really put my heart into it
It’s not just about getting in the right mood (though that’s super important, too). There’s also all the techy prep stuff I have to handle

Like, every video needs its own vibe, u know? If I’m filming at night or there’s no daylight, I have to set up the lighting juuuust right. It’s gotta look natural, but not too obvious — so it still feels cozy and intimate✨

And when it’s custom work, omg, that connection between us? That’s EVERYTHING.
I do my best to make it feel as real and perfect as possible.

If you’re curious about anything, just hit me up! I’m always down to share😏

I have such a weakness for beautiful lingerie 😍 I've always ..

I have such a weakness for beautiful lingerie 😍

I've always dreamed of having a big walk-in wardrobe at home, with an entire section just for lingerie, stockings, and all those sexy little extras. The thought alone makes me tingle.

Slipping into a gorgeous new set — the way it hugs my skin, mmm… it never fails to get me so horny

So, which of these sets would you love to see me in the most? 😋

Ohhh, this mesh is everything. It’s like I’m not completely ..

Ohhh, this mesh is everything. It’s like I’m not completely naked.. but I totally am

Thinking of making a special video in it, mmm.
Any ideas? Tell me what’s on your mind❤️

When u realize you’ve already worn everything u wanted, ever..

When u realize you’ve already worn everything u wanted, every dress, every detail, every little thing that could add smth. And now anything else just feels too much, like it’d ruin the vibe.

So yeah, it’s just me, no extras, no distractions. Just this. Enough? Or maybe it’s exactly what u wanted all along😋

"You can't change the past, but you can learn from it"Rememb..

"You can't change the past, but you can learn from it"

Remember this phrase? It's such a vibe!
So, in one of these chill holiday evenings, I decided to rewatch this iconic 1994 cartoon "The Lion King" before bed.

Honestly, I don’t think I need to explain much about it.

Just sayin’, every time u watch it, u get reminded of the stuff that really matters. And, who knows, maybe even spot something new.

Love it ✨

I spent the weekend chillin’, takin’ it slow – just me, cozy..

I spent the weekend chillin’, takin’ it slow – just me, cozy vibes, movies, and books

But now, I’m back, and it’s time to drop the good girl act. Santa’s already spoiled me, so.. who’s next? 😈

So, wrapping up this year — what can I say? It’s been a lot...

So, wrapping up this year — what can I say? It’s been a lot.. but honestly, so good!

I finally got to travel (big yay!), started training as a psychologist, and really got deeper into a profession I’ve dreamed a long time. Toward the end of the year, I moved into a new apartment — total chaos, but hey, I made it through somehow lol

Oh, and can we talk about content creation? Knowing that what I make actually resonates with people is just chef’s kiss. It’s all clicking, you know?
And that Advent calendar challenge? Absolutely wild. It seriously blew my mind how much it connected with everyone.

In short, I’m loving life right now! This year pushed me, made me stronger, helped me grow, and I’m so hyped to share all of it with you. Big love and wishing you all the happiness! ❤️