Messages from you guys that make my day 💕🌻✌🏼 Thank you for expressing yourselves, opening up, sharing and being here to connect and support each other. Love, cha 🌼🤩
2022-07-25 21:23:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Causing all kinds of mischief with paint 🌈🌻 My most playful parts of my personality emerge, bubbling to the surface when I’m making a colorful mess in the studio — either with paint or sound. Music production and abstract art require me to show up with a go-with-the-flow attitude and silliness abounds. With so many serious moments in life, I have found that these silly Ones are essential to my health. I consider my playtime in the studio right up there as top importance, right next to working out, eating healthy, drinking water, sleeping. Creative play is essential if you want to keep smiling and having a good time. ✌🏼☀️ I’m telling you, I notice the difference, hard core! If I skip fitness exercise for a few days, I’m sluggish and gain weight. Skip yoga, I ache and creak. Skip good food and I feel bloated and scattered. Skip journaling and I’m overloaded with emotions and not speaking intentionally. Skip art time and I’m serious and depressed because life feels like all work and no play. 👣 What makes you come alive with playful energy?
2022-07-23 12:12:02 +0000 UTC View Post
This is officially my new favorite way to take self portraits with my paintings. LOL 🌻✌🏼🎨 rainbow face!!! 🌈
2022-07-21 07:01:43 +0000 UTC View Post
Raw footage from my new music video “One Dollar Chinese Food” — the music video just dropped on YouTube. I created it by goodying around in my studio, lip syncing to my own song in the sunshine. Hehe brings me silly joy. I hope you get a little smile and magic out of it too. 💋✌🏼✨
2022-07-20 12:24:05 +0000 UTC View Post
The glittering mind I love everything I see To age to greatest beauty I can relax you Make you open When you open Then you’ll love me This is the structure, now flow through it magically. My army has to know why I lead. I’m turned on by my own greatness. Is there anything else you need to learn? To be so expanded that I’m in a state of discovery, sharing from a space of abundance. A sex witch will show you and your mouth will exclaim, “Wow! You can live this way?!” Where there’s fear, there’s the edge and on the other side is ecstasy. The bliss that is freedom to express yourself fully. It makes all the sense now that the way into women’s spirituality is through her sexuality. Let the women lead us to beauty, ecstasy and magic. — CHA🌈WILDE
2022-07-19 11:53:01 +0000 UTC View Post
These paintings just got shipped out to their new homes!! 🌸✌🏼🌻 And there are more waiting for me to wrap up and carry to the post office! 💕 I feel such a sense of relief to be selling my art…finally! 🌈 I’ve played with paint my entire life. I painted for fun in college when I skipped class. I painted at my yoga retreat in Portugal — they trusted me to paint chakras on the wall of the studio and the ancient Sanskrit chant on the ceiling, and a mural in the kitchen. That was the first time I felt surprised and appreciated for my painting skill. ✨ I started painted again in 2017, in the garage, 30min a day when I was out there smoking a joint with my roommates. Just something to do with my hands while we stood out there. I used left over paint I found in the corner of the garage from the house renovation. I bought some paint in the “Woops” section at Home Depot. I bought a piece of canvas from the fabric store…I was so focused on photography back then that I figured I was painting backdrops for portraits. I had no idea where I would go from there. Suddenly, it’s 2022 and I have a giant painting studio and all of you guys following along. I’m selling paintings (never thought I’d be open to that — I wanted to keep paint and money separate because I was a serial entrepreneur and I didn’t need another business!) lol surprise surprise…. My soul wanted to keep painting. My soul agreed to let go and share my paintings. Thank you all for supporting me! ✌🏼💋
2022-07-19 03:03:40 +0000 UTC View Post
BLUE SKY RAINBOW -- I created this painting very quickly. You can watch me create it from scratch in 18min. I filmed the whole experience and I'm sending you guys the video today. The video is shot from two angles so you can simultaneously watch the painting and watch me work. It's a naked painting video, in case you're wondering ;) -- If you don't see it in your inbox, just ask me for "Blue Sky Rainbow Video" and I'll send it over PPV. COLLECTORS CLUB -- this painting now belongs to Gary -- one of us! I love selling paintings to you guys here in OF. We have a tighter bond since we hang out together everyday and have long conversations. I'm so happy to be sending this little beauty down to California to live with Gary and some of her sister paintings. He's becoming quite the collector! LOL You guys have dibs on all my paintings. When you see one you love, shout out and I'll reserve it for you before the rest of the internet can buy it. LOVE, Cha
2022-07-17 12:00:20 +0000 UTC View Post
Today I leave for Hawaii. 🌸 Two weeks with the ocean and the fragrant air. I’m bringing my watercolors with me to connect with the sunsets. I’m bringing all those pretty bikinis you watched me try on over the past few months. I’m bringing my kindle, my journal, flowy pretty dresses and a card game to play with my friends who will join me on the island. The last time I walked on the Hawaiian sand I was 25 years old. I lived in the middle of the ocean and I dreamed of growing my business BIG. So I moved to the mainland to be a fast paced entrepreneur. Eight years later, I feel myself whole, grown into what I dreamed of being. I feel the power inside me radiating out, wisdom of a peaceful woman, a healing human, a light who loves to play and dance with the other lights. I have worked myself hard, pushed to my limits and gained skills that I now cultivate for passion, purpose and livelihood. I dreamed of working in my own art studio. I dreamed of having a community of people who enjoyed my creations, people to talk to everyday and explore ideas together. I dreamed of loving my body and feeling sparkly with confidence in my way of life and love. I left the island to discover who I could become. I return to the island to rest in who I have become, full of curiosity… what will I step forward into next? I will be in deep rest mode for the next two weeks and my intention is to return to the mainland with clarity and vibrant energy. I have a few messages and posts scheduled for you while I’m gone. I return to you August 1st. Until then, trust yourself. Make the choice that feels good to your core. Follow along to my yoga videos. Enjoy your simple pleasures. Thank you for supporting me and making it possible for me to take beautiful trips like this that connect me in new ways to what really matters to all of us… right here and now. Love, Cha ✌🏼🌊🌈🌸
2022-07-16 12:05:03 +0000 UTC View PostI woke up naked and rolled onto my yoga mat. I filmed my morning warm up for you. The full 27min video is in my archive and I can send it to you PPV if you message me and ask for “morning yoga warmup June 21”. 🍍 Here is the message I sent to everyone that day. An opportunity to reflect on this again... "I do this first thing in the day before the chaos creeps in. It’s a sacred moment to be in stillness, silence, space and surrender of one’s own morning. This is how you can greet your day and step into the captains place, grab the wheel and choose what happens next. First, be with yourself and fill up on all the goodness within you already. Blow gently on the little flame, tend to the small seeds of possibility, and smile at the y0ung ones inside who need your acceptance. Align your structure and prepare for flow. This moment right here is the secret sauce to my beautiful energy that you all love and praise. The first step of each day is onto the mat." ✌🏼 Love, Cha
2022-07-13 12:04:48 +0000 UTC View Post
AUCTION: Our brand new painting “Ocean Eye” is up for sale… auction time!! 🎨 I created it on OF livestream today with you guys. (Ask me if you want to see the replay) — It’s the sunset I witnessed last night at Ocean Shores. 🌊☀️ I was taken on an outdoor adventure date by a handsome mountain man. He mixed cocktails for me and we snuggled in the back of his truck while the wind blew the sand like crazy and I painted the colors in the sky with my watercolor paints. 📸✨ I have a starting bid at $179. — if you’d like to bid on it, leave your offer in the comments. I’ll close the auction on Fri 10am (at the end of our naked yoga class livestream)! 🥃🍹 COCKTAIL RECIPE Ocean Eye... the blue drink One part Strawberry Vodka One part Coconut Rum Half a part Lemon Juice Top with even parts Sprite and Blue Calypso Lemonade Garnish with a horizontally placed grapefruit wedge, resting over the rim. Present with the grapefruit skin facing the bartender on a tan napkin
2022-07-13 03:56:33 +0000 UTC View PostI love to paint on wood. I cover the wood with a base coat. It's called "Gesso". Once the white gesso dries, I start adding colored paint. While I'm letting one painting dry, I'll start laying the gesso base coat for the next painting(s). It's a little production line. When I'm really in a smooth flow I will have up to 10 paintings all going at the same time. A couple are getting gesso-ed. A couple are getting color painted. A couple are drying. A couple are being varnished; glossed over with a protective coating. A couple are completely finished and being photographed and uploaded for sale. A couple may be headed to packaging and shipping. It's a lot to move between and I love it. The variety keeps me engaged. I'm painting for 30-90 minutes a day usually. When I put down the paintbrushes, I turn to my yoga mat and my musical equipment. I pick up my journal and start writing. I go paddle boarding. These other activities fill me up and recharge my inner soul battery and I return to the painting with fresh inspiration. It's a full cycle. Your entire life is part of your creative process. Love, Cha
2022-07-12 12:33:05 +0000 UTC View Post
still frames from my foot painting video, a little adventure for my toes ✌🏼🌈👣🤭
2022-07-10 11:21:04 +0000 UTC View Post
YouTube asked me to paint with my feet. I just posted the edited version for the public. You guys can watch the raw footage, full length, no editing, real sounds. This painting is now for sale. I named it "There's Mischief About" -- totally a LOTR reference and I also always feel mischievous when I use my feet. ;) https://chawilde.com/shop/there-is-mischief-about-10x10
2022-07-09 12:02:45 +0000 UTC View Post
A page from my journal 📓 📝 (June 15, 2022)… “My heart screams love for people, lots of people, from the rooftops. My destiny is not like this. Not alone in the dark by myself. My destiny is not this home like box by a river of cars. My home is in the dirt, barefoot in soil, skin in the sun, dancing beneath the trees in stillness. I must drive out to it now. So far away I am from home and now so many homes know me.” 💕
2022-07-07 15:37:42 +0000 UTC View PostWelcome into a real life studio moment. I'm creating three new paintings on a hot summer day. Sunshine coming through the window. I'm in a rainbow bikini and talking freely about my love life and random whatevers that flow through my head. Kiori is behind the camera -- this is raw footage form a DSLR Canon 5D Mark IV filmed by @kiorijpeg Whenever I'm with this foxy woman, I'm spewing stories about sexy love and relationships. I lose myself a little bit in the creation. I'm not teaching. I'm not trying to pass on wisdom or be the 'wise one'. In these moments, I feel very raw and it's actually kind of vulnerable for me to share this. I'm letting you watch me talk to a friend as I create freestyle during the conversation. I like to open up like this and be seen in new ways. Different people bring out different sides of our personalities. I have many sub-personalities. When I'm with Kiori I feel a little bit more sassy sharp energy come through my body. I'm a little bit more diva and opinionated. That's what I see when I watch this. I see parts of myself come out that I want to sooth and comfort. I see myself a little unsure of what I'm doing. This is the great gift of cameras and being able to watch ourselves from new perspectives. Videos like this inspire me to let go, relax more, soft my jaw and listen more. I see my insecurities simmering and bubbling up to the surface. I feel humbled. I remember to be kind to myself first so I can be kind to others. I am not perfect and I am still full of love to give. Love, Cha
2022-07-06 12:16:01 +0000 UTC View PostNew songs on the way! I've produced 3 new songs this month. I have been so focused on yoga and paintings these past few weeks that the songs are coming along slowly. It's normal for me to fluctuate between different artforms. Different sides of my personality get to express themselves in different ways. They all play together. Sometimes I just want to be covered in paint. Then I just want to close my eyes and swim in sound. Sometimes I'm exhausted from all the creation and I just want to lay on my yoga mat and stretch in silence with nobody looking at me. Sometimes, I just want to perform and dance and move for you. Humans...aren't we amazing to be so full of beautiful ways to express ourselves!! I know some of you follow me for yoga and have little interest in my art. Others of you, gobble up my artwork and have little time for yoga. I know they all blend together so you actually end up getting influenced by a little bit of everything. I feel so happy when I hear that you guys are practicing yoga with me and listening to my music and buying my paintings, or making your own paintings. I love it all and I'm happy to share it all. Just remember you do not have to choose only one thing. You are free to explore all the things you love. Love, Cha
2022-07-05 12:33:07 +0000 UTC View PostTwo sexy women in bikinis rolling around and stretching in my art studio. Watch me play with Kiori @kiorijpeg -- check your messages for the PPV full video. If you're new and the video isn't in your inbox, send me a message and ask for "Bendy Play with Kiori". I'll send you the video personally so you can purchase it.
2022-07-03 12:05:17 +0000 UTC View Post
getting naked with one of my best friends -- @kiorijpeg -- she's taking pictures of me with my paintings, laying in on my colorful drop cloth. Here's a glimpse into our photo shoot; raw footage from my phone with all the real audio so you can be in the studio with us while we play. 💕 enjoy! ✌🏼 You guys ask me often....how are you so comfortable being naked? Naked in general, naked in front of other people, naked in front of the camera, naked on livestream in front of the whole internet world. Would you believe me if I told you that I used to be terrified of skinny dipping, of changing clothes in a locker room, of being seen naked anywhere. I was not happy with how my body looked as a teenager up until I was 27 and started working out and getting in shape. After I was fit and sexy lookin' I was cautious to only be seen when I was at my ideal weight and was embarrassed and hiding myself if I gained an extra pound or too. That's just the body fat issue. The solution to that one is pretty easy...stay fit. I feel more confident the more I'm investing in my health and fitness. I don't mind an extra couple pounds coming and going (which is what happens throughout my monthly cycle as a woman) because I know that I'm showing up to take care of my body the best I possibly can. I feed it wonderful food, push it in workouts, rest it deeply on my yoga mat and play with it out in the sunshine wilderness. As long as I'm doing my best to care for my body, I'm pouring love into it and I'm proud of it. When I'm neglecting my body, I start to feel disconnected from it and judgmental about how it looks and how I carry myself around in it. When I genuinely love my body by taking care of it, I'm comfortable in it and proud of it. It's less about looking a certain way and more about being a certain way. Being a caretaker, a lover, a pleaser and a leader of my own body. I follow my body. I listen to what it wants to do. Instead of ordering food that sounds good to my taste buds I can order food that I know will give me the energy I need to feel good after the meal. I'm constantly checking in and asking myself...what option will make me feel good LATER. These choices build on themselves and I create a rolling ball of good energy, momentum carrying me forward to make the next wonderful good decision. If my head is focused on a certain number, size or shape then I will feel self conscious in front of other people's eyes. If my head is focused on feeling good then I am simply conscious of all the things that feel good. Being naked feels good. I love the wind on my skin. I love skin on skin. I love to be seen. Humans, we love to be seen. This is me. There is nothing to hide. I'm enjoying being in this body and everyone is welcome to look at it because I love it! We all love it! I hope my body inspires you to look at your own body with love. If you want more love for your own body, give it more love. Treat your body the way you would treat a lover...touch it softly, speak kindly to your body (literally, speak to your body parts, I'm serious), give it massages and bubble baths. These things are not "girly feminine things" off limits to you men. It may feel awkward, terrifying and downright uncomfortable, foreign, vulnerable to treat yourself so sweetly. I've heard men share this. They're used to bullying themselves into leveling up. "Man up! Be tough! take it!".... Just as an experiment...tap into your courage and try to speak to yourself in the gentle voice of a loving parent, teacher, healer, mentor. Kind sweet soft words. Something like.... "It's ok love. You can relax. You deserve this sweet human." Obviously you will choose your own words. Words that connect with you. Words you want to hear. Words that touch you deeply inside you might even cry a little. See what you can say and do to make your body a safe place, a sanctuary, that you love to be in. This is your first step. Once you love yourself that deeply and fully, it will be so much easier to be seen naked by others. Love, Cha 🌈
2022-06-29 12:04:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Thank you guys so much for your messages!!!! 🌻💕 you fill my day and my work full of meaning and fun! I want to share your messages with each other to reveal just how much you guys have in common. You’re experiencing many of the same emotions and challenges. You’re celebrating similar victories and choosing to be here in this space with me for a reason. 🌼✌🏼
2022-06-28 12:13:07 +0000 UTC View Post
The sunshine is warming up my world right now. I played in the water all weekend and enjoyed a lot of stories, kissing and stars. I laid in the long grass, tan lines appeared on my shoulders and didn’t touch my phone for days. I feel refreshed and so happy to be back to the studio, excited to create and share what I’m discovering. I’m so looking forward to reading everyone’s messages and seeing you on livestreams this week!!!! 💋✌🏼🤪🌻☀️ So much love, cha
2022-06-27 18:09:32 +0000 UTC View Post
I created these 3 paintings this morning on livestream. Now for sale :) https://chawilde.com/original-artwork Full livestream on YouTube 🌈
2022-06-25 22:36:25 +0000 UTC View PostThe most important thing is to keep moving. -- My grandparents (bless their quirky souls) used to jokingly say, "It doesn't matter how slow you go as long as you don't stop." I understand now when I'm on my yoga mat. I understand now when I see visions of dreams I still want to bring to life. I see myself painting on the beach. I see a house full of woman being magical witches together. I see myself teaching massive yoga classes at festivals and conferences. I see myself singing on stages, writing books, learning to surf. Oh, the possibilities are delicious when we keep moving. A little bit of movement everyday in all the directions that bring joy. A little bit of movement, slow movement, intentional movement, makes us shift the shit and create space for something new. We get to move into something new constantly. We are evolving sea creatures traveling to space. What a beautiful day to slow down and move in a way that actually feels good! Get curious about your body and what tiny little movement you can make, tiny little change you can make that will change the projectile and set you on course for more fun. It really doesn't matter what you do, just BE WITH YOUR BODY for a hot second and move it around. Move with me. I'll see you on Friday at 9AM for naked yoga class (livestream here on OF). Love, Cha "Action is a great remedy. Things tend to clear up once we start moving." -- Shmaya David
2022-06-22 12:02:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Four New Paintings For Sale today! 1. Mermaid Garden 2. Blue Sky Rainbow 3. Smooth Rainbow Sister ONE 4. Smooth Rainbow Sister TWO All of these paintings are 10"x10" and on sale for $100. If you'd like to buy one, send me a message. I announce painting sales and tell stories in my email newsletter. This was today's email: https://view.flodesk.com/emails/62a9332dfa37e30ae56f1883 Sign up for my newsletter here: https://chawilde.com/contact
2022-06-19 12:30:18 +0000 UTC View Postnew toys! Unboxing fun little equipment for better quality videos (and reliable livestreams) … coming to you soon! Woopwoop! 💕✌🏼🌻
2022-06-18 23:42:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Just found these photos on my hard drive circa 2018-2019. I'm playing around in the doorway of my old garage. This was the first place I painted. I took over our entire garage and the cars had to park outside because there were paintings and musical instruments everywhere. When the weather was nice I would roll up the garage doors and work inside/outside vibes. Oh back then I looonged for giant city studio like the one I have now. Of course, now I deeply miss my roots in that garage. Simple. Peaceful. Cozy. Hopeful. Dreams. A little younger and fresher. ;)
2022-06-16 22:17:36 +0000 UTC View PostDo you write? 📝 I’ve been sitting with a pen in my hand every day (almost everyday) since I was 12 years old. I have shelves full, baskets full, of journals. Hours a day I’m pouring my inner world into lines of ink on pages inside colorful notebooks (Moleskins are my favorite). This daily practice is some deep “me-time” where I am with me and all the parts of me who are learning to express themselves and be seen and accepted by me as the observer. I wrote before I painted. I wrote before I made music. I wrote before the yoga. I wrote through all of it. I’ve written my way through every heartache and victory. The space on the pages holds all of me and the journals I carry with me have become my dear friends. Check my bag anytime and they’ll always be a book inside half filled with my handwriting. For a long time I’ve itched to share more about writing, journaling in particular. 🤓 Would you like to watch me journal? Would you like to learn the way I do it so you can try it for yourself? 🌸 Let me know because I love to create and share with you guys. — This video is a little silly. I was in the middle of writing in my journal and I tested my lips on my shoulder and it felt so sensual and soft I started playing around with it for a moment. 😜 I’m so happy you’re all here! Thank you for your support and encouragement that is backing me up for all this creative work and deep soul exploration! I’ll be live-streaming naked yoga class this Friday at 9am PST. See you then! Send me a message to let me know you can make it / ask me any questions. 😘 Love, Cha
2022-06-15 19:21:58 +0000 UTC View Postyou guys saw me recording the vocals for this new song -- go back and watch the video I posted on my wall on April 3 https://onlyfans.com/301066682/chawilde -- now this song is almost finished. I got it this far and I just shipped it off to my mastering engineer this morning. He's in Chicago and he's got ears that are far sharper than mine to polish up the song to the finish line. The entire time I was working on this track I called it "Rise Love" (literally because of you guys...one of you in particular "Woody"). I decided to change the name last minute to "Y oung Part of Me". --- I caught myself and realized I could too easily release albums of songs that all have too similar sounding titles "Love Free" / "Rise Love" / "Y oung Love" / "Love Love Love" LOL --- I write about love and freedom. So I listened through the song one last time to pick out a title that would make it stand out more from the herd. My engineer will probably get the song back to me within the week. After that, it'll be reviewed and scheduled for distribution...perhaps by the end of July it will be out in the world and streaming!! :) You guys get to hear it first of course since you're the main supporters of my art & music studio. I'm sooooo grateful to share these intimate moments with you. Enjoy watching!! :) Love, Cha
2022-06-14 12:06:03 +0000 UTC View Postthis is my mess. this is the fabric that catches all the paint I spill over the edges of my "official" paintings. I've been swooning over my drop cloths since day 1. As a painter, I love messy studios. I love paint all over my body, usually my legs and hands and feet. I love walking through this world speckled in color. I love how everything my paint touches becomes more beautiful, even the rags on the floor to catch the mess. I have dreamed for a long time of turning these rags, these giant pieces of cardboard and canvas, into works of arts in their own right. Cut them up. Frame them. Celebrate how in the process of creating one thing we create another. They deserve to be seen, loved, celebrated. Everything we create in the process of creation is beautiful. Happy mistakes. Drop offs. Byproducts. Perfection everywhere. In some ways, I love these drop cloths even more than I love the paintings I'm intentionally working on. I just do. I love how they just appeared in my life like magic, surprises, special treats at the end of many months and even years of playing around and looking in other directions. ;)
2022-06-13 22:23:32 +0000 UTC View Post