Just now I had a thought.Feeling normal - means starting to ..
Added 2025-04-01 13:10:41 +0000 UTCJust now I had a thought.
Feeling normal - means starting to feel fear again.
Let me explain:
You start being afraid of losing something. Afraid something might happen. Afraid for your health. Afraid for the people you love and etc.
When I was in deep depression, I wasn’t afraid of anything.
Death - that was what I was waiting for. Death was what I wanted.
And when you feel that way about death — nothing else seems scary anymore. Everything else just stops making sense.
