Like i said in my voice message to you guys. Asides from my weekly OF uploads every Sunday i will be giving you guys early access to any videos i post on my other platforms and will be putting any videos I intend to put up for sale on here for free. NO PPV. On that note i hope you enjoy early access to this video. I wanted to play with a different angle with this i hope you enjoyed it because i did. I guess imagining i have you right behind me and your face up close so i can slowly press my pussy and ass up against your face was the motivation for this angle haha
Step Dad Role Play. Scenario-- Mom is out of town. She said i could go to a friends party(John) I have had a crush on John for a long time and i want to impress him and hopefully have sex with him. So, i need Daddy's help to tell me if what i have on is okay and flattering enough to catch Johns attention... and the rest is history.
Someone had hinted I do a face sitting video that they wanted to be smothered with my ass lol. So here we go. I incorporated some JOI, ASMR, and my very terrible dancing of course . Hang in there through the dancing lol. On a serious note i hope you enjoy watching. From 6 minutes you might want to turn the volume down a little as that is where the ASMR kicks in.
Side notes: I come up and use different names in my videos to create the scenario
Thank you all so much for the birthday wishes yesterday. I mean I feel overwhelmed. I just got to reading all the messages and it was definitely overwhelming. Not sure how I got so lucky to have such amazing, kind, sweet, and respectful gentlemen on here. Only a few crazies lol but on a serious note I cannot say thank you enough. I have never been a big birthday person because I hate being the center of attention lol because it takes my anxiety from 0 to 100 real quick, but I have never gotten this much attention, and love on my birthday and for that I say thank you all. To all new subscribers thank you so very much I mean I don’t know if I can begin to send out a voice message individually to all of you, so I will probably make a short welcome voice/ video message to post here for new subscribers. Thank you all so much. You all made my day and I hope I continue to make your day. Enjoy your weekend and I hope you like my smile in this photo 😊
So some of you all have been asking and requesting I do Live Shows, cock rates, Custom videos, Skype calls, and all that stuff. For now I will only be doing cock rates and custom videos. I love creating good videos, videos I can immerse myself fully in so that when you watch it you feel something. As tempting as it sounds for me to do all this stuff which will of course mean more income for me I can’t do it all. So for now I will only be doing cock rates and custom videos.
As much as I am confident in my sensuality and sexuality. I love creating videos for you all and I try to upload weekly so that we are both pleased, but this is not my dream career... I go back to University in January and that is important to me. It is important for me to finish University and the goal is grad school after Uni so that I can pursue my dream career. So, as much as I love creating videos for you all I still need to study hard, I volunteer, I work and study everyday. So I wouldn’t be doing the live shows, Skype sessions all that extra stuff. Of course the weekly content remains and the occasional surprises you get in your inbox 😊🙈 just no live shows and Skype sessions.. I am not going to be yung and pretty forever so I hope you understand my reason for not doing live shows and Skype shows... for those interested in cock rates and customs. Check below for details
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CUSTOM VIDEOS $10/Minute
It’s officially my birthday today 🙈🙈. So here goes two different kinds of cake for you. Shaved and plugged/ or a little hair and bare. Whichever you prefer. Come have a slice 😊
Not the best selfie but for some reason all I keep thinking of today is me on the edge of the bed, you on your knees. Your face in between my thighs, hands on my waist and eating me out passionately. I need to go take a cold shower because this is ridiculous lol 😂😂. Why am I having these thoughts
Someone told me to embrace my bush more. So I’ll leave this here and hope my smile is a good start to a new week for you. Have a lovely day today guys and go kill it. Going to bed now
I am literally scared. I mean why do they make it this big lol. How is it supposed to fit in my tiny self. Should I send it back and get a smaller size? Yes or No? And should I order me another one maybe a Caucasian looking one? Let me know your thoughts.
This is a RolePlay video. You are my co worker. I lost a bet and have to do whatever you want. I also wanted to show off my long legs.🙈. Someone said they liked me in heels .
I’m a little nervous about this one. Because i wanted to try out my new camera/Microphone. Also wanted to make a Nurse RolePlay because for some reason I have always fantasized about being a naughty nurse who comes in to help you feel better when you are not feeling well 🙈🙈. I hope you love it. Enjoy watching. I am still trying to figure out my New camera and microphone setup so I hope lightning isn’t off. Anyway thank you all for the love and support
A little short video... Thank you guys for 300 subscribers. Although some prefer to be silent like a ghost lol but I appreciate y’all. Also someone has suggested adding an Amazon wishlist here for my birthday coming up in sepetember 3rd. I will not be doing that because I realised with wishlist your address as far as city and state is visible and for that reason I will not be putting up a wishlist. You all know how much I value my privacy, safety and sanity. That’s important to me. Whatever gifts you have for me On that day are welcome here and of course it’s not an obligation to gift me something on my birthday. Just putting this out there for those who wanted me to add a wishlist. Anyway I hope your day was less hectic than mine. Hugs and kisses
Can’t sleep so I wrote this poem just now. It’s a rough draft but I thought the poem goes well with this picture I took earlier today, so I wanted to share. I hope you enjoy reading
As I laid down after a long day, migraine kicking in
Mind racing
Slow down, Slow down
Stop racing I say
The voices won’t stop
See my anxiety and I have what some people might call a friends with benefit kind of relationship. We moved in together a while back and we have been in a constant battle
Some days she desires and wants love, she craves the soft and gentle kisses of a man deserving of her
And other days she just wants to be left alone Stop, Stop! I say
Be still
Quit shaking
Because I am falling and I just want to be caught
So as I found myself falling
I realised no one is catching
I’m falling and wanting to be caught
So I wonder
Will there ever be a one to catch me when I’m falling
Will there ever be a one to take my heart and nurture it
Will he pick me up and in his arms grant me safety because I am falling
Will he let our heart and soul intertwine
Till i am his and He is mine
Because I am falling and I’m begging to be caught
So I look around, lost and fighting for our house trying to kick her out.
Stop shaking
Go, I say!
I paused because I realise I am falling and no one is catching
So I stop fighting to kick her out
Because while no one is catching, my anxiety is the one constant that never leaves and will always catch me
So guys... let me hear your thoughts and ideas for videos you like. Fantasies and RolePlays. Dont be shy. Drop it down in the comment section. I will be through them
I picked up writing as an outlet some of you all might not know this but it was a form of release. This is was one of the first things I wrote. It’s not refined it was just me making an attempt to put my feelings into words Wanted to share with you all... here it goes
He came Into her life and everything changed
Like a bird flying so high and free is how he made her feel.
His egg shaped head and small lips She thought was the cutest. Felt soo perfect on hers. He was good with words, smooth, Intelligent His corny jokes and weird sense of humour were just amongst the layer of awesomeness she thought made him amazing
He was everything She dreamt of
And when he took her virginity and made her a woman for the first time... his lips against hers, his hard, fairly slender frame, his perfect face, She could feel him bulging down there
Passion intensifying, their breaths intertwined and with that First tear/ thrust. It felt perfect. She wanted him more. It was passion, it was Love
She must have been just a little naive girl
See, She haven’t always been what Americans call a “Feminist”
She was raised to be a perfect lady
Raised to think and believe that women should be totally subservient to men, not have a voice
So the broken heart didn’t matter, the making her feel like she was below him didn’t matter, like her opinion didn’t matter.. it was okay, She just wanted him.
His heart and eyes seemed to be wandering looking for what else is out there.
You can’t make him stay or love you! The voice kept saying.
She didn’t care that there were times she looked into his eyes and knew he wouldn’t stay.
She humbly let her guard down and let her heart feel for as long as It can.
Her breasts were not as big neither was her bottom as inviting as the girls he flirted with.
You have to be able to keep a man is what they said.
Smile they said.
The gifts, the money, the nice car, nice house flashy things is how you know men love and care about you they said; it doesn’t matter what else he does.
And when she spoke up she was called too stubborn, “That’s why I did what I did”
A part of her always believed women should be able to speak up, she just loved him too much,
Was She not worth loving?
Was She not worth the attention, the love?Was She not deserving of the butterflies?
A hole was left that will never be filled
All She has left are scars... A reminder of her journey
For a long time she felt alone, and still does.
Drowning but she tries to keep her head above water
Shattered heart, stolen innocence.
Panic attacks, Insecurities, anxiety, depression
Stubborn?
Be totally subservient?
Your voice doesn’t matter?
Now she is the rebel, the mutinous one?
Now all she wants to do is go on road trips,
Play on a farm, plant some crops and watch it come to life
Visit museums.
Try out coffee shops,
Listen to her favourite albums while driving.
Have a Polaroid camera.
Take pretty pictures of the sunrise.
Take quirky and funny pictures of herself where It didn’t have to be perfect all the time.
Run through a forest.
Spend hours on a field making flower crowns.
She wanted to feel alive not just a walking mannequin.
Now they call her Haze
They call her a pornographist
They think they know her and have her figured out, they barely know her journey .
She’s lost trying to get found
She is hurt, she is scarred
Long days and long nights
Her pillows have become her comfort
They hear her talk to herself when She lays down.
They catch her tears when they drop.
The yoga mat has become her safe haven.
It catches her when she falls.
And when she’s on it, she lets it all go.
She wishes the pain and the hurt could stop.
The voices in her head won’t stop.
She wished her heart would stop yearning for him still
The feeling of not feeling good enough
Why did it have to be me is what she often say to herself.
Now all she see around her are wolves
Wanting a piece of the prey
Show your face they say?
She will not be pressured
Let’s work together and ****on camera they say.
They probably have never felt what I felt with him on our first time... that seventh heaven kind of feeling, the one that snatches you and takes you to a place where no one else matters, where the world vanishes and it’s just the both of you, otherwise they wouldn’t be wanting to stick it in every and anything under a skirt.
At this point she is scared to catch feelings for anyone because no matter how good it feels or how faithful that person is at the time, it seems like whenever she gets attached everything just seems to go wrong.
She is Haze!
ASMR JOI/Foot Fetish .
The whole idea is about a man who has a foot fetish and is quite embarrassed about it. So, he is home after a long day. His partner comes home and finds him home tired and a little stressed and decides to do something to help him relax encouraging him to cum for her beautiful feet. I hope you enjoy watching or at least open minded enough to explore this. 😊
