Did I ever post this here? I don’t remember… I had to mute it due to copyright laws… But this is from 2020. A throwback from my old Instagram account my mother got shut down in late 2021.
2023-08-31 20:32:19 +0000 UTC View PostI wasn’t planning on masturbating, but I keep thinking about this guy, wondering if he wants me. After all, his ex has been stalking me lately and that makes me wonder if he does. But I’ll never ask him. Lol! I dropped the camera and had to cut and splice…
2023-08-27 22:19:38 +0000 UTC View PostI really don’t know if Stalkiana 2s ex likes me. Why am I hung up on this situation? I got a man who clearly likes me talking to me, yet I’m sitting here wondering about a man who doesn’t talk to me, just because his ex stalks me. I don’t know what to do. It would be different if her ex talked to me and I knew what he wanted, but I don’t.
2023-08-24 19:09:19 +0000 UTC View PostI’ve been feeling really bad I haven’t made much content, so I came for you before getting out of bed.
2023-08-24 18:29:59 +0000 UTC View PostY’all don’t know how tired I am of not getting fucked to sleep at night. If this one person would just choose to have an HONEST conversation with me, maybe that would change, but he won’t just tell me what the fuck is going on. He’s being distant instead. Ugh! I have so many offers but I’ve been waiting months for answers from this particular man and I’m still not getting any.
2023-08-24 11:11:04 +0000 UTC View PostAm I gonna regret not fucking the HOT former male dancer I met tonight because I’m still hoping someone who barely speaks to me is gonna by honest with me and give me an explanation? Questions I ask myself when I turn down the 3rd hot man I’ve met in 1.5 weeks for something that may never happen. Humph, he made it clear he eats pussy, too. 😤
2023-08-24 10:44:06 +0000 UTC View PostI know I keep saying I’ll get around to making content and scheduling, and I will, but the situation with Stalkiana 2, set off a major PTSD attack, and now, I’m scrambling to come up with money for bills because I couldn’t work for a couple days due to PTSD. My car payment and a few other bills are due soon. They hold my money here for 7 days before I can access it, whereas my money from ride-share is available immediately after each ride. Just give me some time to get caught up on bills, and then, I’ll get content made and schedule sexting sessions.
2023-08-24 04:30:11 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t even know what to do about the situation with the guy I like, who’s crazy ex, contacted me. I want to talk to him, but I also don’t want to find out this is real and his ex really has been stalking me for the last 4 years. I don’t know if he wants to talk to me. What has she been telling him about me? He unfriended me. Also, I feel even less safe talking to strangers on the internet now. I suspect Stalkiana 1 often subscribes here to be mean to me, does she subscribe here too?
2023-08-23 05:38:04 +0000 UTC View PostLook, I’m going to get back to making content soon. I will reply to DMs soon. But I just realized that girl, Stalkiana 2, has been having her friend spy on me since at least 2019. That was BEFORE I even started doing porn. I just need some time to decompress right now.
2023-08-22 22:21:04 +0000 UTC View PostHoly shit! I hate acting on intuition alone without evidence but I only told one person enough details about who Stalkiana 2s ex was, but I NEVER said his name, never showed her a picture, I just took her somewhere, and told her that his friend does … there and I was wondering if he was going to be there. I also mentioned I knew he had a different event that day, so I didn’t know if he’d be at the thing we were going to. She was the only person I told, thinking she didn’t know any of these people, she never mentioned them before. Then, in comes Stalkiana 2, a month later. But also, after Stalkiana 2 blocked me, the girl, my “friend”, posted a meme I then shared, and almost immediately, Stalkiana 2, then liked that meme I posted on my account from her fan page that had her pictures on it. I had suspicions about my friend long before, but that’s when I knew for sure. Anyway, today I investigated her friend list, and didn’t find anything to connect her to Stalkiana 2 or her ex, but I found this girl has 3 different accounts of her own that she’s friends with. I gotta move on intuition on this one. Fuck frenemies!
2023-08-22 01:30:11 +0000 UTC View PostI’m gonna be deleting my posts about the Stalkiana 2, situation. I’m completely sure Stalkiana 1 often pays to subscribe here, I hope Stalkiana 2 isn’t doing the same. Anyway, I’m done venting about it now. I figured out everything I was trying to figure out. I can stop trending ranting and focus on responsibilities now.
2023-08-21 22:32:10 +0000 UTC View PostSorry I haven’t replied to DMs. I’ll get back to you soonish. Busy, exhausted, and stressed over my newest stalker. Ugh! I feel terrible for that girl’s ex!
2023-08-19 21:00:21 +0000 UTC View PostSo the group Stalkiana number 2 found me in, allows members to post anonymously. I don’t post in that group. I never have. I react to others posts and comment on others posts, but I have no intention of posting in that group. Anyway, how much you wanna bet, she’s gonna post anonymously at some point and I’m gonna end up reacting or commenting on her post not knowing it’s her. I mean, we have each other blocked, but how does that work with people posting anonymously?
2023-08-18 20:02:02 +0000 UTC View PostI’m a bit hung over, but overall, that was the BEST “date”, I’ve had with a man in 5 YEARS. Glad to see the quality of men I seem to be attracting is much better. No, I didn’t fuck him. I did stay the night but slept fully clothed. Woke up and shit posted on Facebook to fuck with Stalkiana number 2 because that’s what I do. I guess this is the only place I can be real. I don’t want Stalkiana number 2 to know too much about me or how I actually feel.
2023-08-18 19:16:59 +0000 UTC View PostNo, I’m not sleeping with this man who paid me $200 to hang out. He be cool as fuck and hot too, but I like Stalkiana number 2’s ex more, if only he would tell me he likes me too. If he doesn’t, then maybe I’ll be more than friends with my new friend, cause he be cool as fuck…
2023-08-18 08:37:15 +0000 UTC View PostI just got paid $200 to quit working and go to bar with my passenger. Thank goodness! I needed a night off after Stalkiana number 2.
2023-08-18 06:02:41 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t even know if my suspicions are correct, the only person who can confirm anything about them is him, but I’m terrified to talk to him directly about any of this. The last time I exposed a crazy ex to a man, he accused me of “stalking” and “harassing” her, and I was in love with that man. We had known each other well for many years. This guy and I have known each other for years, but not well. We’ve been mere acquaintances, nothing more.
2023-08-18 03:59:31 +0000 UTC View PostI’m so mad! This girl I don’t even know possibly sent a friend in to “befriend” me to watch me because she was DELUSIONAL enough to assume her man and I were talking when we NEVER have. I’m LIVID! Did he even know how PSYCHOTIC she is???
2023-08-18 03:27:47 +0000 UTC View PostY’all really don’t know how mad I am. So I told one person enough info about the guy I like for her to figure out who he was, but I didn’t know she knew him or his ex and I NEVER said his name. Now, his ex “finds” me? This girl randomly sent me a friend request years ago out of nowhere, she also found me in a group like his ex did. Now, I suspect that this new stalker has been watching me for YEARS because her man was friends with me on Facebook and she sent her friend in to be my friend. What the fuck?! The girl isn’t connected to any of these people on Facebook, but the look she gave me when I mentioned the guy I like that day told me I just made a HUGE mistake saying anything to her, and now I’m realizing it was a GIANT mistake.
2023-08-18 03:13:00 +0000 UTC View PostI’m not going to ask that man about his ex, nor am I going to ask if he likes me. If he does, he needs to come to me and tell me that directly. Who knows if he even likes me. Maybe she just assumed he does and he’s not even interested. I don’t know what’s going on. However, if he does like me, and he does tell me, and it turns out she is his ex, personally, I’ll be glad this happened beforehand because if it hadn’t, neither one of us would know she’s stalking him and if we started talking, she’d be plotting against us the entire time.
2023-08-18 00:42:47 +0000 UTC View PostDid he even know he also has a Stalkiana???
2023-08-17 23:41:08 +0000 UTC View PostThere were so many things I didn’t know about this man. I didn’t know if he was single. I didn’t know if he even liked me. I only started thinking he might like me because he began viewing my Facebook stories a few months ago before his ex or whoever she is, contacted me and made things weird between him and me. If she’s even the reason he unfriended me. Anyway, if she is his ex and she’s contacting me, I should probably assume he is into me, but I don’t know how to talk to him about any of this and now, I’m terrified to show up at any event he may be at because what if she’s there too?
2023-08-17 23:35:20 +0000 UTC View PostY’all wanna hear something funny? I like this guy, the possible ex of my newest stalker, but I’ve been actively trying to avoid him because I was worried my stalkers may know of him and start causing problems for him if they found out I was talking to him. So although I had been hoping to run into him at this event I thought he may be at a while back, I was TERRIFIED to talk to him there. I was going to anyway, but he ended up not going… What I never imagined is that he comes with his very own Stalkiana. (Stalkiana is what I call my main stalker, but now I refer to her as “Stalkiana number 1, and refer to this dude’s ex as Stalkiana number 2)
2023-08-17 23:26:31 +0000 UTC View PostThere’s so much more to this story, y’all. I have so many other suspicions that have been driving me crazy for MONTHS now. But I’m not gonna talk about those suspicions right now.
2023-08-17 21:46:25 +0000 UTC View PostI did make some AMBIGUOUS Facebook posts about liking this man on my personal page, but only because I had suspicions people were minding my posts and I wanted to see what would happen. But I didn’t post enough information to allow anyone to figure out who I was talking about, except maybe him. His male friend may have figured it out too. But apparently, my milkshake brought his TOXIC ex to my yard. Fuck! I didn’t know he had a TOXIC ex. He ain’t running his mouth about her.
2023-08-17 21:38:00 +0000 UTC View PostY’all don’t even know how mad I am at this female I don’t even know. I’m not mad at him because I assume that if she is his toxic ex, she’s been running her mouth to him about me, and that’s likely why he unfriended me. But I’ve literally NEVER had a conversation with her or anyone about him, other than occasionally asking a few people in the scene we’re in together, if they know him and his friend, but that pertained to their work, nothing more. My sister asked me how I knew him once, years ago, because apparently, he used to date someone she grew up with. But we barely talked about him. She told me that girl used to date him and I was like: “Oh, small world.” And that’s where the conversation ended.
I NEVER even told my sister I thought that particular man is hot.
Sorry y’all, I normally vent on Facebook, but I don’t feel safe posting about how I like that guy on Facebook. I don’t know who’s minding my Facebook posts right now. I don’t care if he finds out. I’m just worried his TOXIC ex is still watching my posts even though we got each other blocked now. So I’m venting here instead. My secrets are safer here than anywhere else on the internet.
2023-08-17 21:11:52 +0000 UTC View PostI’m trying to figure out why this particular girl contacted me anyway. How does she even know about me? I assume she got mad that my pictures/videos were popping up in his Facebook feed. But he’s almost NEVER spoke to me. He’s NEVER slid into my DMs. He’s NEVER reacted to one of my Facebook posts. He did start viewing my stories recently, but that was really the first time he’s ever interacted with anything I’ve ever posted on Facebook in more than a decade. I didn’t even know he paid attention to anything I posted before that. Also, there’s no way she should know I like him. I’ve NEVER asked around about him. Barely anyone even knows I like that particular guy and the few people that know I like someone, don’t even know the name of the man.
2023-08-17 21:05:36 +0000 UTC View PostThere’s some humor to this story, if it turns out that newest stalker is that dude’s ex, the irony is: She has the same first name as my main stalker who is mad at me because I fucked her ex 2 YEARS after their breakup. They just spell their names differently. Also, if this new girl is the ex of the guy I suspect, nobody knows, not even him, but I think he’s hot as fuck. 🤣🤣🤣
2023-08-17 20:40:16 +0000 UTC View PostOh and for clarity, if she is his ex and she’s trying to talk to me about him after the breakup, I’m NOT interested in anything she has to say. I don’t know her. There’s NO reason for her to contact me, not even if she suspects we were talking, we weren’t, but I don’t trust people who cry to people they don’t know about their ex after the breakup for sympathy. I would NEVER message my ex’s Facebook friends that I’m not friends with after the breakup to try to talk about what happened. That’s TOXIC AF! I’m more interested in what he has to say about why he thinks his ex would message me in the first place.
2023-08-17 20:29:27 +0000 UTC View Post