sorry, I haven't got anything up today! I have a full-body laser session and also it's rainy as heck, really bad lighting ππ
I have to lay on a cold table while I get lasered and it's a cold day too Aaah wish me luck hahaha, I hope you guys are having a better day π
I've had a lot of new subs recently so I just want to make you guys aware that I have health issues that sometimes prevent me from regular content
I struggle with muscle dystrophy from my transition
I have low bl00d pressure in general, I've managed to keep at the gym doing cardio recently which has helped improve the health of my heart but my muscles still need a lot of work to get back to normal, I'm honestly still recovering from the day I rearranged my room π
It's just very easy for me to overwork my muscles so sometimes I need to do just nothing but lay in bed especially when my back muscles have been overworked its honestly so boring but I can't do anything else when I get like that so I appreciate the patience you guys have with me!
Youll notice that's why some of my videos with my partner are short and that's why he's quite gentle with me, I can't really do much in the bedroom and if I do I usually keep it short so I don't overwork my muscles
I just want you guys to be aware as its a pretty big issue i deal with, Its slowly getting better but its very hard and challenging to change especially when i have Issues breathing sometimes, especially in hot weather.
Anyways enough with the sob story haha, thank you guys for subbing and giving me the time I need to myself when I need it, you guys never really complain which I appreciate, you all help me live a life that's a lot less stressful
Besides, even if its porn or dumb selfies I like being able to entertain and make you guys smile even if its just a little bit cx
also! I've only just recently been able to achieve my goal of 10minutes of exercise a day and that is huge for me! here are some random little pics and vids to enjoy~ π
I planned on having another proper video out but it's going to be delayed a few days due to my partner not being here, sorry guys!
On another note, what one of these is your fav? C:
I'm s been while since I did a full photoset, I almost forgot how much I enjoy photography haha, I hope you enjoy these! There will be more in the morning π
Thank you guys for kick-starting my day in such a positive way, honestly I've gotten so used to not celebrating my birthday anyway but it felt really good to celebrate it Abit and I have you guys to thank for getting me in the mood to celebrate it a bit βΊοΈ
A bit of a contrasting vid as it's not dirty, just an awkward vlog featuring me looking like a goblin as Im just chilling at home
Thank you guys for subbing and especially thank you to everyone who's tipped me
I spent the whole day cleaning and rearranging my room, sorry I haven't been active!
I'm a sleepy baby, that was a lot of work π₯
I finally brought a proper desk and sorted my desk out, also here's a quick selfie from the other day cx
My coldsores almost gone enough to make content again without feeling insecure haha.
It's hard capturing the image in my head and making that a reality so sorry for all the cuts!
Also surprise but cum tastes nasty imo but some of you guys wanted a facial so I did my best for you guys!
Also I hate asking for tips but these videos take both my partners time and mine to make so extra support on these is really appreciated π₯°
(With @deadendk1ng )
Hi guys, just a little update because I haven't uploaded anything in a while but I have a bad cold sore and honestly it's ugly and I don't wanna post content I'm not ok with, I don't wanna feel insecure about my content.
Again, thank you for subbing, messaging, and everything, I know I'm slow with messaging but I do this purely for the freedom it allows me in my life which is why I appreciate you all so much, I know it's hard to get that across to you guys considering I take ages to reply and all that but like feel free to message me about anything and ill do my best to be a shoulder to lean on, I'm pretty good at that but just keep in mind I have a short social battery and I could take days to get back to you but if I read your message I WILL reply eventually.
treat messaging me like throwing a boomerang haha
anyways heres some old pics to keep you entertained π
I'm sure I've posted these before but some of you might not have seen these before, I just wanna make you guys feel like you're getting your monies worth π
I love you guys, you guys allow me to have so much freedom with my life and that's honestly priceless π
Thank you for subbing, and if you have auto renew on I'll be sending a little video out especially for you guys π
I've been playing with TikTok, here's a cringe little vid hahaha