Hi, I'm a living, breathing, fluffy clothes chest. 😇
I suddenly remembered something from the past, so I looked at the website of the office I belonged to for the first time in my life.
The website was not updated at all, and although there were no pictures of me for the past few years, there were still pictures of some of the old people.
But when I looked at it today, I found that all of them (well, except one) were strangers to me.
The times they are a-changin'.
I can laugh about it now, but I used to work as an extra, like a high school girl in the back of a bus for 10,000 yen a day, or a girl in the back of a brothel for 20,000-30,000 yen a day.
Not only the money, but I was also about half a pound lighter. (What a horror story...).
But thanks to that work experience, I was able to look at things from a different perspective to the lead, and I don't think I ever had to worry about what to do on set after that.
It's all about experience.
The rules of porn have changed a lot.
When I was an extra, I used to use real second-hand girls' uniforms as costumes, but now you can't sell them if you do that...
So many things have happened.
Good morning.
It's morning and I'm going to bed. 🐑💤💭
Lately I've been forgetting to take selfies (not when I'm cosplaying, but when I'm in my clothes).
It's a scary thing to get used to, I can take selfies on the go without any embarrassment if I think it's my job, but lately I've been too busy and my skin is in a bad condition to take selfies.
I want to have a laser treatment to make my skin smooth.... 🥲
But I'm too lazy to go to the nail salon or the hairdresser once a month, and I'm too fat to go to the hospital.
I'm not very good at going to the hospital... I've even been called to the doctor's but I didn't go because I didn't want to.
I'm looking forward to doing some housework and updating my website while lounging around with my ferret.... 💕.
The other day I had a serious shoe sore on my foot.
So in the picture my feet are covered in scars.
My poor feet... 🙈.
Today I was watching "Squid Game" on Netflix and working on developing new photos.
When I saw it, I thought that it might be a drama that references all kinds of Japanese manga and probably Korean manga too.
Daruma-san ga Kororonda is "God's way"....
The use of robots is like the brutal dressing of a family war (or is it?).
The use of robots reminds me of the brutal stuffed animals in 💭
It's like Liar Game in terms of the colours and the flamboyant interiors, and Kaiji in terms of the scum of the earth...
*sorry I don't know comic in English titles.
Even though I feel there are similarities in some areas, a lot of the culture and other aspects are unique to Korea, which was very refreshing and interesting 🙌🏻.
I couldn't finish developing all the photos, but I was able to finish half of them, and I'm glad I was able to pre-order the post. ✨.
Our new series starts tomorrow!
I hope you enjoy it as much as me do!
Oh dear, sorry for the late night.
I was surprised to find that it was the end of the month, the day when everything is debited.
Another September will be over in a flash...
I'm not feeling too well these days, probably because of the change of seasons, and I'm having a hard time getting in shape.
I hope I'll feel better soon...
It's hard for me to change my mind in this day and age.
I'm also sad that I can't post on social media as I don't want to be seen in a different light.
Well! I don't have time to say that!
I'm going to start a new series on Fantia and OnlyFans, so I have to prepare for that and announce it...!
Thank you for your support! Thank you for your support.
I've been working on a new series for Fantia and OnlyFans, so I have to get ready for that and announcements! 🙈.
Good morning 🌈
I woke up early but I couldn't get back to sleep so I'm staying up.
Yesterday, when I was doing a bit of shopping, I bought some gizzard jerky for dogs as a pet treat.
I'm not sure if it's because of the smell or because I don't like it, but I was curious and I tried it and it was really good! 🍖
I remembered that I used to sneak dried fruit treats for hamsters when I was in primary school, so I tried it. 🤣
The theory is that anything sold or made for animals is also good for humans to eat. 🙃.
By the way, I've also eaten ferret food.
It was like a hard cookie with a savoury meat flavour.
I'm sure you all don't have this experience, do you? 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Good evening!
I've been so exhausted lately that I've had my hands full with regular updates🥲.
I'm still having trouble with OnlyFans, and I'm so tired that I want to keep sleeping, but then I'd have a mess in my room and I'd be too tired to move.
I'm hoping to get a massage this week...
What is your recovery method😵💫?
I can't transfer money to OnlyFans due to a glitch in the site and I have no motivation to do anything about it.
I'm fed up with the site not letting me register because it's buggy and they blame me...
I know that my job and everyone else's job is to work hard so that you can see results and get paid for it, but right now I'm not getting that and I'm really depressed...😵💫💫
I don't know when I'm going to get paid for all the time and money you've spent on me...
I really don't like OnlyFans because of all the inadequacies, so I'm now trying to see if I can open a homemade website.
I hope I can do it soon.
In the meantime, Fantia and Candfans are running without any problems, so you can register and shop there just for the time being, and we would be happy if you did. Thank you for your interest.
It's exquisitely different from OnlyFans, but I'm sure it's trouble-free. 🥲👌🏻
Motivation...! I wish you'd come back...! 😵💫💥
Such is the exhaustion.
I'm going to eat good food and try to survive somehow.
Thanks for all your support! 🥰🤘🏻
Good work everyone! 🤘🏻
I thought I would be able to relax, but we are welcoming a new family member, so I didn't get to relax much. 🤣
(He's a chubby male ferret...).
And for some reason I've been spending time with an acquaintance's meerkat, he's so dumb and cute, but he makes me cringe because he digs my buttocks and crotch.
He digs me.... 😇
He is usually left alone in the room and I hope my ferrets will be the same way in their next home. 🏠🌈
Animals are so cute and lovable💕!
Good evening!
I've been very busy today🙈.
Yesterday too.
It's been a busy few days.
It's been a long time since I've been away from home and I'm very sleepy. 🚗
I'm a bit dizzy from all the things I've done, so I'm going to try and get some rest tomorrow. 🥲
Good evening ✌🏻!
Today I had the good fortune to go and see the opening night of a play...!
It was a play I've been eyeing for a while, featuring a boy from a famous drama I've admired for the past 20 years (now a nice guy), as well as people I've seen on TV a lot lately, and people I've been talking about.
It's been a long time since I've seen entertainment! It was great.
I can't wait to see it live.
I used to feel bad about people who didn't come to see me because they said "I can't go because I'm too far away" or "I can't take a holiday".
Now that I'm in the opposite position more and more, I'm trying not to be the same, so I went today with the mindset of "I'll go even if it's far away" and "I'll make time off", and I'm really glad I went to see the show...
I'm really glad I went to see it... it gave me more motivation to create and to go to the shrine!
I'm really glad I went to see it.
Thank you for everything❤️🔥!
Hello! ✌🏻
It's cloudy but pleasant weather today and for the first time I've turned off the air conditioning.
Has your room become cooler?
I've been thinking about moving recently and every day I fantasize in my head about arranging my furniture and wall decorations.
But I really hate packing!
Can someone please do it for me...
Lately I've been passing out again and I don't know when I fell asleep 🙉.
I think I've been resisting the urge to sleep a bit too much lately and putting too much pressure on my body...
I've pushed myself too hard again🤣.
I'm so good at pushing myself that I could cry 💭
I've decided to try and sleep when I'm sleepy. 👌🏻
I overdid it. Reflection🙌🏻
