in the middle of writing a long update post, but i got tired 🥺 i guess you're spared from a seemingly misplaced emotional essay... for tonight, that is (lol does this sentence even make sense? i'm trying to expand my vocabulary).
instead, i'll leave you with this fun throwback pic of me and my tittiesss. and the knowledge that i have so much to share!! and so many plans!! ahhhh... i wish it didn't take me so long to organize my thoughts into comprehensible chunks of text, but there are just too many of them. i'm excited though!! are you excited? and can you believe this is the "short", not thought out post that i wrote to tell you i'm too tired to write more? do you see my problem? lmao yikes... a big part of me is screaming not to post this caption, but i know a lot of you actually like seeing how i think and this is like a direct peek inside my brain. just constant racing thoughts and a whole lot of nothing useful going on in there 🤠😹 SO on that note... goodnight. i hope you had a great weekend ❤️
this one goes out to my "you have a cute bellybutton" guys... ur my favs ❣️ (but shhhh don't tell the others)
jk jk... i love u all equally!! except for the dudes who respond to the detailed welcome message i spent forever writing with a paragraph straight out of 50 shades of grey or an unsolicited dick pic. i have no love for u.
have i talked about how much i like hearing a guy moan/express pleasure in general? ahhh it’s so hottttt 🥵 it’s actually become crucial for me when watching porn lmao. i know being vocal isn’t natural for everyone (i’m mostly quiet too), but even hearing heavier breathing, etc. is amazing :)) hehe. i think i just like the idea of knowing i’m responsible for so much pleasure. probably why i’m so into cum, in general, too…
ps: im out of town rn, but will get back to messages asap 🤍 i appreciate you so much for being patient with me and hope you're having a great weekend!!
question: if/when i’m not a virgin anymore, do you want me to share that? (not me actually losing it, that's 10000000% a hard no, sorry lmao, but like... tell you that i have and eventually film) i haven’t even started trying to date yet, so this is nothing but a huge “what if” scenario, but like… if i had someone who was comfortable filming with me, would you be interested in seeing that transition? or would that ruin your fantasies/what you like about my page? bc my hope is to eventually share bj and sex vids hehe
ps: i'm catching up on messages, but not just ignoring anyone 🤍 my apologies, but i appreciate your continued patience with meeee
story time 🤠🥳
it’s funny bc even though i’m a virgin, i’ve been tempted to make… uh… “questionable”... decisions for as long as i can remember. i think it’s a good mix of me being insane and my friends having even more questionable morals than me lol
so the story i’m about to tell you happened about a year or so before i started onlyfans. i’d never been to a strip club and honestly had no desire to. the idea just made me super uncomfortable. well, one day my friend asked me to go with a small group. i really didn’t want to, but she eventually convinced me. i was super nervous, but we got dressed up all cute, had a few drinks, and went to the club… and we had so much fun!! the girls who danced there were super fucking nice and customers were flirting with me and my friend as well hahah.
so there i am, having a good time, when my friend (who looks very similar to me… people used to think we were twins) pulls me aside and tells me there’s a couple she’s been talking to who will pay us some crazy amount to go home with them. she’d already explained to them that i’m a virgin and wouldn’t be doing much. all i would have to do is watch and maybe make out with the wife a bit. i was pretty fucking dr**k at this point (and a broke nanny), so i was like hmm.. okay... fuck yeah... i guess 😝 but i hadn’t kissed anyone in literally 2+ yrs and told her that made me too nervous, so we told them to give us a few mins while we got something in the car and she gave me a make out lesson hahahahaha
i can’t remember why, but it fell through and the couple had to leave, so it didn’t happen, but thought you’d enjoy the story. this was also the night i decided i wanted to learn to pole dance. i signed up for classes as soon i got home that morning at like 3am bc it looked so fun. and i also thought stripping would be fun, but forgot i’m nowhere NEAR that confident lol. and realized a week later that i was in the midst of a manic episode. but for a solid week, i was convinced that i was meant to be a stripper. this was the first time i bought lingerie. and not just one set... a few hundred dollars worth. AND i told my parents i was gonna do it. they were nottttt happy 😹 i guess this explains why they weren't in complete shock when i told them about onlyfans
have you ever gone to your car during work to masterbate? i did once... and i felt so naughty & HIGHkey guilty about it. therefore, i will not be taking questions 😹
is anyone else completely fine going a couple days w/o masterbating, but then once you do, it's like you flip a switch and are horny the rest of the day? no? oh ok haha me neither lol
thank you to everyone for your continued patience w me!! i'm still catching up with messages, but there's one topic a lot of you keep mentioning...
my new toy. it's called a womanizer & it's a clit air suction thingy.
idk if any of u listen to call her daddy (it's a podcast & i highly recommend it), but they talked about it and said it was so good that the 3 roommates split custody of one lmao. so that's what finally opened my mind up to toys. or to this toy, i should say. because i've had a few of you ask to get me dildos and that's still not of interest to me. i just want a real dick 😡 also, no, there won't be a masterbation video in the near future. i've tried filming myself on numerous occasions now and i just hate it. i get that y'all don't care about details and just wanna see me cum, but i'm way too uncomfy to send that out right now. i'm sorry 🥺 i ammm working on other types of videos though just fyi!! and i'm not saying no masterbation **forever**. i will keep filming until i'm comfortable. i promise.
okayyyy... i hope you're having a realllly good weekend!! 😌🤍🐯
woah 🤯 it's a rainbow nude!! 🌈
hi... i haven't been in the best head space lately (i'm ok though) which is why i haven't been messaging, but i'll be back tomorrow 🤍 (i **am** sorry, but one of my goals is to apologize less, especially in regards to prioritizing my health. messages are important to me and i really do love talking when i feel good, but i don't like to/can't for ce it when i don't. ok... please pretend you didn't read this part ;) good night!! i hope your tuesday kicks ass xx)
sooooo, as many of you know, i've never used toys. my fingers just do such an excellent job, i never saw the point. why fix something that's not broken, right?! wrong!!
i added this fancy, overpriced (but apparently worth it bc it's amazing) air suction clit stimulator thingy to my wishlist and someone got it for me. it came yesterday and.....
ahhhh i think i love it!!! will share more when i have a definitive opinion lol but the 2 orgasms it's caused so far are promising ;)
so to the anonymous person who gifted it to me: my fingers and i thank you for doing god's work 🤍
(someone also gifted me this skirt [there's a top too, but i like it more without] and you guys literally cleared my wishlist bc you're the fucking best 🥺)
question: do nonsexual captions (like this) take away from the hotness? my goal is to write more fun, kinky captions, but i don't always have something good to share :/ butttt i could always do no caption or a classic "i want you to fuck me" (which isn't a lie lmao) when i don't have something good? i'm just picturing you sitting there w your dick out being like wtf is this hahahha and i feel bad if that's the case 🙃
hehe okay, anyways, there will be more from this photoshoot, but here's a glimpse for now! ALSO, i said i was doing a q&a a while back, but never did. imma do that this weekend. sooo if anyone else has questions, feel free to comment them here 🤍 i will answer **most** things lol
and this week i'm into.... drum roll pleaseeeee... sloppy seconds/cuckold
lol
anyways, tomorrow's photoshoot day! sooo lemme know what you wanna see/see more of **in the comments**!
ps: i'm sending out those pics i promised for sending in a report for me tomorrow. i'm a procrastinator, but not a liar 😛 will also be back to messaging 🤍 i hope you had a good saturday!!
heyyy:) i hope you don't mind me dropping this lonesome pic of my ass...
also, guess what? i found the most efficient type of porn for me! literally just cumshot compilations hahaha
what's your fav category/search words? am i allowed to ask that? 😹
here's a preview pic in the same set i just posted, but black, which was courtesy of a fan :) i was just tryin it on, but you can expect many more...
i was also gifted a cute (okay... hot) bunny costume, so you can look forward to thoseee pics one of these days as well hehe and the cute lil red skirt you've maybe seen on my tiktok!
(also if you're the one who sent me the cute anklet and book, please message me!! it didn't give your name)
these were my first wishlist gifts and i'm feelin vv special right about now. so this post goes out to those of you who sent these gifts, as well as to those of you who have tipped (and/or regularly do). it's nice to feel appreciated, so THANK YOU 🥺🤍
i feel like these are so awkward, but here u go... my best attempt at "modeling" 😉 i was about to delete them from my camera roll, but decided it would be kinda mean to keep tit + face pics from youuuu 🤍
i was way too horny allllll day today, but am doing this new thing where i have structure in my life and don't just do whatever tf i want, whenever tf i wanna do it. i don't like it. BUT, i made it through the day & then had a lovely orgasm lol
soooo... do i get a prize for being a good girl, or is this just like... expected? 🥺😉
you're all so cool 🥺 like i know that at the end of the day, this is porn and you're subscribed bc you think i'm hot... but i'm extremely thankful for this whole experience. there are SO MANY beautiful, unique creators on onlyfans and because of that, only a tiny percent see any "success". i can't believe i'm one of them. it seriously still feels unreal and i don't think i'll ever be able to fully wrap my head around wtf is going on. AND you guys have respected my boundaries?? of course ik you want videos and to see me experiment more (& so do i), but most of you seem to recognize how unique my situation is and can appreciate it for what it is :) like... im a virgin... lowkey killin it... on... onlyfans? what?!
anyways, i love sharing all my horny (& nonhorny) thoughts with you. i also love that i've gotten to know some of you and your stories. lastly, i LOVE that SO many people are constantly looking at my pics while they cum!!! haha this is all so fun
ETHICAL PORN FOR THE WIN!!! 🥳 (can i call **my** content porn? or is that a title i won't be able to claim until i post my first sex tape??)
as we probably all know by now, creampies are my favorite. however, i've expanded my mind this year and finally realized that all cum is good cum. kinda like boobs. and dicks. they're all great. ummm okay, anyways, that's not the point...
the point is, i don't think i'd be picky about where
a guy cums. EXCEPT, when i'm wearing super cute panties like these ones, in which case, there are 3 options: in me, on my pussy, or on my panties (let me connect the dots for you: i wanna see my panties soaked). so, which one would you choose? 😌
lol... this weirdly worded post is brought to you by my middle of the night brain. i hope you enjoy
