i assumed y'all were aware of this already but if you weren't: i am ... disabled GASP OH MY GOOOOODDD π±π±π±
i have a traumatic brain injury, epilepsy, and my knee cap was broken in 2018 and my handler(abus3r) at that time didn't let me go to the ER so the bone fused back wrong and now i limp with every step.
so no im not some, "lazy entitled abled bodied bitch who doesn't feel like getting a real job"
i think me literally crying over the fact that i can't find a job would tell you that i actually do want a job...
2025-01-04 03:01:40 +0000 UTC
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if you would never be so cruel to others, the name calling, the skin pinching, the harm... why be so cruel to yourself? please remember you deserve love β€οΈ you deserve the love and kindness that you give to others and i mean it β€οΈ
2025-01-03 19:00:07 +0000 UTC
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all of my paperback books are on sale!
His, and His Only is now 11.11!
All of the Taken By A Maniac books are now 9.97!
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2024-12-30 19:38:32 +0000 UTC
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thanks to an anonymous donor, i got 500 stickers for advertising β€οΈ only 32 with promo codes. hopefully the stickers turn out nice enough to stick on a surface and then scan the code c:
2024-12-30 19:32:42 +0000 UTC
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i made a QR code for my story His, and His Only!
when i have enough money, im hoping to buy some stickers and stick them all around for advertising βΊοΈβ€οΈ the sticker website im gonna use is only 35 for 100 of them + shipping so that's a good deal in my opinion
2024-12-30 18:07:51 +0000 UTC
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ππ M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S ππ
2024-12-25 01:55:41 +0000 UTC
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if anyone could help me with my weekly bills that would be much appreciated so i don't end up homeless π₯² still no jobs have called me back and im ready to throw in the towel when it comes to Dallas altogether because there's nothing here. even places who claim they're hiring won't even notify you.
2024-12-21 01:03:54 +0000 UTC
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i made 20 beef and cabbage pirozhkis β€οΈπ₯β€οΈ
2024-12-20 18:02:31 +0000 UTC
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Stream started at 12/20/2024 04:08 pm
making pirozhkis! (hand pies) beef, cabbage, and garlic π₯¬π₯¬π₯¬π§π§π§β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ i made 10 so far, phone is dying though :p
2024-12-20 16:57:48 +0000 UTC
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i added new art to my shop πππ
https://www.redbubble.com/people/HotelBananaMilk/shop?asc=u
2024-12-18 01:48:33 +0000 UTC
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this art is super old but this waffle painting took forever, and im here to celebrate it again
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https://www.redbubble.com/people/HotelBananaMilk/shop?asc=u
2024-12-13 00:48:40 +0000 UTC
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my red bubble shop! when looking at the inventory, select "Newest" and you'll get to see everything new right away! β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ
https://www.redbubble.com/people/HotelBananaMilk/shop?asc=u
2024-12-12 20:10:57 +0000 UTC
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im putting new art on my red bubble (pictures from my stories) πΆοΈππΉβ€οΈ ill post the link soon βοΈπ«§
2024-12-12 18:26:33 +0000 UTC
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i finished the first rewrite for Not So Easy! π₯° 25 chapters and 353 pages later! lol
2024-12-05 23:56:23 +0000 UTC
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forever making pirozhkis at home. they're so magical. i made beef and cheese (fiesta blend and mozzarella) this time π€€β€οΈ
also someone asked the other day if i sell these and currently no? i didn't think anyone would wanna buy my pirozhkis π
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idk if you wanna buy them for real let me know (DFW Texas area only) we can figure out a mutual spot to exchange the goods. ill show up in a shady trenchcoat, mask, and gloves and be like, "you got the money?" πππ
idk how much i would charge them for though so i guess that can also be discussed if someone truly wants to buy them π€·ββοΈπ€·ββοΈπ€·ββοΈ DM me, let me know!
2024-11-27 17:55:31 +0000 UTC
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so my motel room has a rat in it. i should've just left asap when i first saw it but maintenance said they would put traps in my room. they put traps in but it's still running around hours later π₯²π₯²π₯² i put vinegar all over the floor around me so it at least won't come near me but omfg im not sleeping tonight
2024-11-26 06:37:29 +0000 UTC
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pirozhkis π§
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ingredients:
lean beef
flour
garlic cloves
yellow onion
cabbage
yeast
olive oil
salt/other seasonings
water
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π₯¬ 4 cups of flour
1 1/2 teaspoon of yeast (prepare the yeast with warm water for 10 minutes before mixing with flour)
1 1/2 teaspoon of salt
mix it all together until it looks like wrinkly pig skin lol
1/3 cup of olive oil (don't mind my miss writing on paper, its only 1/3 not a full cup)
water as needed (usually one cup)
mix until smooth, then place into microwave with a cup of hot water. let it sit for an hour inside the microwave. do not mix the water. do not turn on the microwave. coat with olive oil before letting it sit. out the cup of hot water behind the bowl. close the microwave door and wait an hour.
π 1lb of lean ground beef
π§ 5 pressed/chopped garlic cloves
π season as you like, i use Creole seasoning for my meat π
half a yellow onion, chopped
cook meat first, then add garlic, onion, and seasonings.
when the hour is over, knead dough and take little sections as big as a goofball. flatten it and place the meat inside and the chopped cabbage into the dough. fold it into a hand pie that closes.
fry in olive oil until brown or use an oven β€οΈ
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2024-11-19 20:58:36 +0000 UTC
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would you fuck this plate of breakfast? yes or no?
2024-11-18 21:34:46 +0000 UTC
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π³ drinking sweet tea out of a jar feels right π«
what your guy's favorite kind of breakfast?
mine is usually a high vegetable breakfast with cucumbers, tomatoes, and onions with bread and cheese. but eggs, bacon, and bread is a current hyper fixation ππ€€
2024-11-17 17:09:34 +0000 UTC
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i doodled this cliff city for a story π
high-key wish i had done this on nicer paper, but i plan to redo it with more detail anyways so this is a pre drawing i guess? βΊοΈ
2024-11-09 04:12:19 +0000 UTC
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my new club is Silver City Cabaret in Dallas TX
ill be here today until 7pm
2024-10-31 21:23:33 +0000 UTC
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im going back to dancing because none of the jobs ive been applying for, since i got here, are working out and i need to have a roof over my head and eat without constantly begging for money on here
2024-10-30 22:44:33 +0000 UTC
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hey guys, so im going back to dancing, but i need a dancers license/background check done before i can start working. its 100 total and i know that's a lot to ask for, if anyone could help towards that, that'd be amazing and hopefully i won't have to be on here asking for money every week π
2024-10-30 22:24:27 +0000 UTC
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hello everyone! π€ i am alive i promise haha π i haven't been as active on here as i used to be, ive been working on stories most of the time, filling out more job applications :,) i got an interview soon so hopefully that works out π€π€π€
also i will be making the pictures for some of my new stories available for purchase on here, same deal as the 3.33 for "His, And His Only." kind of picture package, but it may take me a bit for some of my other stories because of the specifics of some settings for the stories. i will figure it out π i wish i could go live while taking pictures but i take pictures with my phone so i would have to cut the live off to take pictures and re-open the live, over and over π
π€ more eroticas, more horror stories, spooky pictures and boudoir β οΈβ€οΈ
2024-10-24 19:45:04 +0000 UTC
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well today is my birthday π wee to me another year
2024-10-17 18:33:24 +0000 UTC
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Link in Bio for "His, and His Only" a dark romance story β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ
2024-10-13 03:01:41 +0000 UTC
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my birthday is in five days and idk what im supposed to do about it
2024-10-12 19:38:31 +0000 UTC
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β€οΈ gentle reminder that you deserve to feel safe, you deserve to eat, and you deserve peace and comfort in your life β€οΈ
2024-10-05 19:31:54 +0000 UTC
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im currently re-writing/editing another crime noir styled story, this time the setting is just straight up New Orleans. so ill probably be using the pictures from my last couple of books for this one, and some pictures that i haven't used that are kinda chilling in my phone, waiting to be used for a book.
this is gonna be a biker/bad boy dark romance and erotica, im thinking of making it a slow burn with some scenes but im not sure yet π« π« π«
don't come for me for using New Orleans so much, the city is aesthetic as heck (/*0*)/
2024-10-02 20:40:49 +0000 UTC
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while getting new soap yesterday i decided i wanted to smell like sugar c:
i smell like honey and sugar and i like it π
(ran out of the free samples from all the motels ive stayed at π
and this motel does not provide soap)
2024-09-30 19:06:52 +0000 UTC
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