My phone ran out of storage again 😭😭😭 Couldn’t decide best pic so here’s a few nearly identical ones xD one is blurry but I liked it anyways so what the hell I’ll include it, lmao Experiencing major mean brain lately, I hope ur doing better than me 🥴🙃
2022-09-10 07:12:15 +0000 UTC View Post
hey all ~ this week has been pretty rough and I am having a pretty bad mental breakdown episode. I’m going to take a bit of a break for a couple of days so I won’t be responsive to messages until later next week. Sorry about that but I gotta focus on my mental health, I’ve had one too many panic attacks this week and it’s not good.... fairly in character for Harley Quinn tho to be having raving nervous breakdowns repeatedly...
2022-09-03 16:55:13 +0000 UTC View Post
“Feeling a bit weak?? Bring it on!” 😉😉 - tifa ~~~ So this cosplay was done pretty rushed and this was also my first cosplay photoshoot with a real photog in years so I was really nervous ~ but I’m really happy with how some of these photos came out!!! Tbh I’ve been a bit insecure about some recent weight gain, I know I’m still pretty smol but I am slightly thicker than usual and I’m not used to it 😅 so I for sure need to get back into shape and back to my usual size. But other than that, I really like these!! Big thanks to kajei photography for being dope as heck!! I’m gonna gradually make improvements to this cosplay and hopefully my body shape as well over time and eventually make more content, but since Tifa has been highlyyy requested lately, I’ve got a little content currently to supplement u with until then! 😉
2022-09-01 03:38:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Summer Fest marks the end of summer for me xD ITS HALLOWEEN TIME NOW MY DUDES!!!!
2022-08-29 15:32:07 +0000 UTC View Post
vocaloid beach party✨ ~ so before summer is over I’m gonna go ahead and share this set I’ve mentioned this week. ✨PLEASE NOTE✨, like I mentioned before, it’s not my usual onlyfans content. this was actually my first swimsuit shoot, but it was done at a time when I was not doing lewd content. this set is mainly me and my friends having fun cosplaying together on the beach, and aside from being in swimsuits it is a pretty wholesome set. It’s pretty special to me because it’s a reminder of simpler days and my starting out as a cosplayer. It’s mildly embarrassing for me so it’s quite personal, and most of these photos have not been released before, so it’s also pretty exclusive and rare. I’m probably not going to keep this up forever because of this xD photos are also priced at this point due to higher photo quality than my typical sets, and the amount of hours and work that was spent doing this shoot at the time (we traveled for like 2 hours to the location, and shot for like 6 hours. It was a fun but super long day) To make this a bit more enticing, I’m going to be sending 1 Harley Quinn first look preview lewd (completely unedited!) to everyone to gets this set by August 31st xD you’ll be the first to see what that set is going to be like and the ONLY one to see a completely unedited photo (no coloring adjustments or anything) from that set. Please don’t expect there to be any lewds included in this set. They are wholesome swimsuit photos I’m sharing just for fun and for the joy of wholesome cosplay memories. It’s very special to me! Kagamine Rin - me Hatsune Miku - The Wonderful World of Josie Kagamine Len - Chrome Bunny Cosplay
2022-08-25 17:27:35 +0000 UTC View Post
I had sooo much more fun and enjoyment out of this cosplay than I thought I was going to have!!! It was also really fun (and stressful lol) wearing cosplay in public again! I got a lot of comments and so many people wanting pictures with me, I was kind of surprised how well people responded to it! I would love to do another version of Harley Quinn from a cartoon or comic one day... if I did which version should it be? 🤔 orrrr are there any other DC characters I should do? was thinking of doing poison ivy...photo credit to my friend kev !!!
2022-08-24 05:47:16 +0000 UTC View Post
I guess before summer ends & Halloween completely takes me over (I say that like it hasn’t already happened LOL), I should share some of my summery content 😂 this is a really old photo from my first swimsuit shoot with a couple of friends yearrrrsss ago. I didn’t know what I was doing so these pictures are kind of derpy and funny 😅 but there’s a certain wholesomeness and sweetness attached to these - it was such a different, pure time for me mentally. I never released all of the photos that were taken on this day because I was too embarrassed about them, but I’m thinking about releasing them now as a limited run thing. I will say these photos are pretty wholesome and not like my usual content here (as in it’s not sexual stuff, it’s just me and a couple friends in swimsuits playing around on the beach.) But I’m thinking of making this like a $5 thing, where essentially what you’re getting out of it is seeing a more personal side of me and my past self. When I was changing and growing into a new person, experimenting with myself and my comfort zones (I had a major fear of wearing bikinis in public before this actually because I was really insecure). Also, these photos are mildly embarrassing, which is why I only want to share these on a more limited capacity. Anyways, I know it’s not typical onlyfans content, but it is still cosplay and it’s personal to me, so I think it’s still worth putting out there in some capacity. Thoughts? Kagamine Rin - Me Hatsune Miku - The Wonderful World of Josie Kagamine Len - Chrome Bunny Cosplay
2022-08-19 19:58:55 +0000 UTC View Post
Throwback! This is from one of my favorite photoshoots ever ~ I was going through my photo archive and I haven’t posted about this set in a long time. I think this might be a not too distant future re-release! It’s one of my few sets that’s actually done in more HD quality. I’ve been thinking about releasing some of my work as physical poster or mini postcard prints. How many of you are interested in this sort of thing? It’s an idea I’ve had for a while now but aside from polaroids I haven’t done nice prints yet. Of course I’d sign them and probably include a thank you note like I do with my Polaroid packages! What do you think?
2022-08-18 20:19:10 +0000 UTC View Post
tbh I’m so stressed right now I find myself crying almost everyday :’) ya’ll ever get to the point in life where everything feels so hard everyday that ur just so done with everything???? sorry for depressing content I’m just so freaking sad all the time and I just 🙃🙃🙃 don’t know what to do 🥴 I guess I’m posting this as a gentle reminder that like.. I’m just a person too. My life is chaotic, my mental health is in shambles, and everyday I’m trying so hard to improve the aspects of my life that are causing me pain, but it’s so much mental and even physical work for me, especially since I’m so busy with work/life balance management that I don’t have much time to address my mental state. I appreciate those of u who have been very understanding and nice to me about it. I just really need to make it known I’m TRYING to be happy and not let the negative aspects of my life bring me so far down, but it gets really hard sometimes. Quick tricks for anxiety, dealing with agoraphobia, and temporary mood boosters would be greatly appreciated. Thanks 💕 Hopefully I’ll have something more positive to post tomorrow.
2022-08-17 23:47:51 +0000 UTC View Post
Well, I’ve FINALly done it c; Re-edited/Re-mastered my original Final Fantasy 7 Remake Tifa cosplay set!!! This was my first onlyfans cosplay and it is spicy!! You get Tifa in 3 different looks throughout this photoset - in her iconic blue dress, bra & undies, and topless w/tiny pasties!! I pose in many different ways, but people who are booty fans are reallllyyyy especially going to appreciate this. In one of these photos I put my butt in ur face probably more than any other photo I’ve posted and ya even see a tiny bit of 😸 lips :0 As always there’s no full nudity here but a lot of these poses are still pretty up close & personal! If you’re a Tifa fan, you really don’t wanna miss out on this one. Since this is a set that was shot on an older camera, the image quality isn’t my highest, however the photos themselves are definitely some of my juiciest, so they still felt worth sharing. I’m probably going to do more Tifa content in the future since she is an absolute bae, but for now, I really hope u enjoy these 💕
2022-08-15 19:03:36 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m REALLLLYYY in the spooky mood already & I don’t care that it’s august!!! Fall makes me feel so much happier and more inspired than any other time of year 🍁🍁 I actually might start decorating this month just to help with some of my depression™️ 😂 Id like to know who was around for my BEST content (2020 halloween sets) and who missed out :0 Because if u missed out I gotta re-share this soon so that u can have this 👏EXPERIENCE 👏 🔥🔮💜🧡
2022-08-14 02:34:49 +0000 UTC View Post
💕 I’m a Barbie girl, in a Barbie worrrrld 💕 Accidental Barbie cosplay got surprisingly a lot of good feedback from ya’ll haha, maybe I’ll make an actual set in it sometime. Once I get through my backlog of photos I still have from over a year ago now LOL 😅😅😅😅
2022-08-07 23:29:32 +0000 UTC View Post
I got a new hat at AR ^ . ^ I’m obsessed with it lollll Anyways I’m back home, regularly scheduled content coming soon ~
2022-08-02 17:08:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Hoping things continue to look up!!! Debuted my Barbie cosplay last night for literally no reason at dinner with my cheer team loll... anyways I’m heading to Canada today for anirevo this weekend. I won’t be cosplaying afterall because of my sunburn, it’s still healing and most clothes feel terrible on my back so I haven’t been able to work on my costumes 😢 but I’ll still be chilling in the Artist Alley area with Inteyr!! Anyways if u wanna see more of my convention shenanigans and real time updates this weekend follow my Instagram lol
2022-07-27 20:41:04 +0000 UTC View Post
I’ve had just about the most stressful couple of weeks ever 🥲🥲🥲 Luckily SOME of it is starting to improve a bit... hopefully I can have some good things come up for me soon so I don’t lose my mind 😅 Anyways I’m getting back to work on Tifa, should be done soon 🔥 This is a multi-outfit set!
2022-07-27 02:35:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Sorry for all of the sadposting this week, I appreciate all the nice messages I’ve received. Depression is really mean :’) also, I hope the onlyfans overlords don’t end me for saying this but they’re not super nice either! A lot of the policies put in place are kinda unfair to the creators and quite greedy. I can’t talk about it in detail without getting either my post removed or possibly banned, but am I allowed to at least use free speech and share my opinion that they are not very nice??? I guess we’ll see if they get angry at me for saying this or not?? They’ve deleted my messages criticizing them before so we’ll see. Just know if my page ever randomly disappears it’s not because I chose to delete it unless I were to announce that way ahead of time... Hoping to put this classic aela/Tifa cosplay set up really soon!
2022-07-24 17:55:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Thought I’d try to get at least 1 decent picture of it before it fades away... this is a temporary tattoo I got to use for an OF shoot but I can’t shoot anything right now because I’m in too much pain. It was expensive for a temporary tattoo also so I’m really sad 😞
2022-07-22 19:56:41 +0000 UTC View Post
You know... since I’m cosplaying Tifa again... I’m thinking I might do a final re-release of my old set as her!! This was my first ever onlyfans cosplay set! Were you here for it? 🤔
2022-07-20 05:00:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Been a while since I’ve done any legit modeling with photographers... I miss doing cool photoshoots on location 😭😭😭 havent done it since long before the pandemic though What do you think of this look?
2022-07-19 01:23:29 +0000 UTC View Post
little universal photo dump!! I couldn’t decide which was best so just posting all of them lolll. Nothing more exciting for me in this life than theme parks tbh... sucks that they’re so expensive and crowded with normies who kinda ruin the immersion into the land 😅😅😅 everyone at universal should be given robes to wear in the HP areas xD surprisingly as soon as I put on this robe SO many people thought I was a staff member who actually works at universal... including actual staff LMAOOO
2022-07-17 22:44:51 +0000 UTC View Post
I have so many random backlogged photos I’m just gonna start posting them whenever I feel inspired to LOL ~ throwback to last summer ✨ one of the few times I actually put on my lipstick ~FLAWLESSLY~!!! (Lipstick is SO hard to put on nicely for me.. shaky hands 😭) Lighting on these is kinda bad because I didn’t edit them lol EDIT: adding another photo to this (photo #1) because I forgot I actually shot a set in this look lmao. Maybe I should actually release it sometime 😅😅😅 and yes. I do sometimes actually listen to Iron Maiden and had to listen to them a LOT growing up because they’re one of my dads favorite bands. So, I’m not really a poser xD this Tshirt was my dads from when he actually saw them in concert ~ it’s kinda ripped up and not in great condition but I’ve kept it anyways because the design art is neat and the shirt is technically vintage now haha. Am I cool yet?
2022-07-16 22:43:36 +0000 UTC View Post
Okay I’m a bit scared to post this but thought it might also be an interesting topic of conversation ~ some of you who have been here for a while know I’m insecure about my skin and do struggle a bit with acne. I wanted to show a comparison of what my unedited photos look like vs. how I used to edit them. So basically: Photo 1 No editing, you can see all the shadows on my face, my skin texture, and a little bit of acne under my makeup (this was also kind of a good skin day for me tbh, my acne can get worse than this). Photo 2 Light editing/how I typically edit my photos the past few years. Some skin smoothing, acne removal, and coloring adjustments to make the colors of my hair and makeup a bit bolder. Photo 3 How I edited my photos years ago. Extreme skin smoothing, brightening, and a beauty filter that makes my eyes slightly bigger and my jaw slightly smaller. Out of curiosity, which type of photo do you like better? When I was younger, I was very inspired by Japanese fashion magazines and tried to use editing tricks to look more like them. I was also trying to go for that “perfect skin cosplayer look” so I did a bit more editing to my photos to try to look more like those girls. Back then, I pretty much always took my photos with a beauty filter pre-applied through an app so that I didn’t even have to actually edit the photos manually. Nowadays, I try to minimize how much I edit my photos because I want them to be more natural, and I also want them to represent how I look in real life more accurately, and I no longer take pictures with an auto-beauty filter because I started to find those looked a bit too fake. However, I still think it’s fair for me to want to edit out small imperfections like acne and skin issues and such, especially because often times I’ve noticed that cameras can make those imperfections look more exaggerated/worse on camera than they actually appear in real life anyways. But what do you think? I try to be as authentic as possible even with the editing I do, because I don’t want to look extremely different in real life compared to my photos, but I know some people believe editing is just a horrible thing to begin with. I think it’s only problematic when it’s so extreme that the person is unrecognizable without it, but that’s just my opinion. I have to admit I am extremely nervous to post this, because I rarely ever feel confident enough to post a completely unedited photo. It definitely helps that my acne was actually not too bad on this day, though 😅😅😅
2022-07-13 00:40:38 +0000 UTC View Post
I just got home from LA last night and I’m so exhausted, we drove 20+ hours straight lol 😅 Anyways I’ll be back to regular content stuff soon but I’m gonna rest for a couple days and probably have a few vacay photo dumps before I do that xD universal pics & vids especially incoming haha!
2022-07-11 21:32:15 +0000 UTC View Post
gonna start driving to LA tomorrow ✨ long drive ahead haha xD I only wish my hair currently looked as good as it did last time I went 😭😭😭
2022-07-02 05:54:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Throwback to last time I was in LA! Really excited to go back again this weekend! It’s so expensive there I never thought I’d be able to afford it LOL but luckily we have a house to stay in this time so no hotel or Airbnb fees ✨✨✨✨ I don’t think I’ve worn this outfit since this day 😂 I’m bringing it again for this trip for sure xD
2022-06-30 17:39:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Had a full day of cheerleading events today (literally like 10 hours). Got another full day tomorrow (8:30am-5pm). Followed by another early morning the next day (performing on literal live television, I’m gonna PERISH), followed by cheer practice for my 2nd team LMAOOOO I need a break :’) (I do love cheer seattle tho!)
2022-06-26 06:40:16 +0000 UTC View Post
