Stroke Your Self Esteem Into Your Hand And Eat it. CEI Therapy Iβm going to break what little self esteem you have down to shreds. You talk about wanting to eat your cum all the time but youβre a pussy and arenβt brave enough to do it without having your pussy boy hand held. Iβm going to have you stroke that sad low self esteem ridden cock of yours until it squirts into your loser hand and then youβre going to eat it.