This picture is from 2014, a time when everything was chaos ..
Added 2020-05-22 06:52:09 +0000 UTCThis picture is from 2014, a time when everything was chaos in my life! Including my hair! Haha, it was a beautiful time and beautiful hair though.
I moved to Bergen with my boyfriend at the time. I was struggling with depression, and no matter how amazing he was there was nothing he could do to help me. He wrote post-it notes all over the apartment with beautiful words of love and compassion. He asked me to tell him all the things that were positive in my life and wrote it down for me so I could look at it and remember the things I appreciate in life. He wrote beautiful song for me... I was his muse and he wrote a whole album while we were together. But no matter how much love and confirmation he gave, I could not find the love for myself.
One day our relationship ended in a fight. BOOM. And it was over. I was left in our apartment alone. This picture is from after the break up.
I started hanging out with the psyfamily in Bergen, tried alot of different drugs, had alot of sex, threesomes, foursomes.. with and without drugs.. suddenly I loved my life! I felt free and I did all those things I had been fantazising about trying.
And then fell in love with a boy and a girl and ended up in a new relationship.
And lost myself again for two more years.
After that relationship I decided that I wanted to start doing sex work again, to keep myself from going in to another relationship and start my healing journey to figure out how I could have it all and be who I truly am: a free bird who falls completely head over heals in love and LOVE to indulge in beautiful romantic relationships.
