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Good evening here from Tokyo, to my lovely kindhearted gentl..

Added 2023-05-23 13:02:04 +0000 UTC

Good evening here from Tokyo, to my lovely kindhearted gentlemen. 🌼 It's one of those days again 🍃🍃 Where you just feel an odd absence in life... something or someone is missing, right? 🌿 Your body is warm but yet, it just feels so chilly somehow 🥀 and everything around you is so still 🌱, like a seed that's planted is growing slowly and it's so still and silent. You know good things will happen but they're so silent and still like the seed, you forget it's there. 🪴 Yet, so many things are changing in my life at the same time. Like, where will I be in 10 years? Will I be okay? Who will be there with me? Am I happy? It's anxious to think about that so many things can change in such a short amount of time, yet still feel so still and cold. I know one thing that won't change is that I'll always be here to chat with my gentlemen. 🌷 Even if I have a good "normal" path outside, I'm still here... I enjoy it, but it's taking me places sometimes and it's so crazy to think about. So many lovely friendships have developed here, some come and go - which made me immensely sad... but for some reason, you can always count on life to go on ~ 🍃🎋 and one day, life will go on without us as well 💫 Just some thoughts from your Rikako ~ 🌿 Do you have any thoughts you'd like to share? Feel free to vent in the comments, I love to read them 🌸