Ya'll have got to understand that when you come to me with s..

Ya'll have got to understand that when you come to me with specific asks about kink and sexual stuff, I genuinely do not kmow what any of it is. I do not fuck. I don't partake in kink. I'm Asexual I don't know anything about anything. I do photos and videos and that's about it. I know it's like, tame, and not impressive, but it's what I do and what I'm comfortable doing. I recently started doing topless stuff and honest? I'm not.....entirely comfortable with my nipples being out either. I don't know anything about what people with sex drives get up to, and the best I can do is just sort of...estimate. I feel bad that I don't provide more, but just the idea of sex and sex related things makes me uncomfortable. I like modeling. I like taking pictures. I like trying to be pretty, or feel pretty, or...something. I'm trying to chase some kind of feeling of being wanted, I guess, and this is the place I've decided to do it. I also have a huge phobia of talking to people online, which I've been trying to use this platform to be better about. I'm very thankful for the people that are here, but I don't really know how to communicate to people that, while what I do doesn't seem like much, it's all I'm capable of doing. I feel like if I say it out loud, people who are 'waiting for the pin to drop' get disappointed. Like there's some expectation that I need to 'put out' to be able to have a successful career or income on this website. I feel like saying out loud that I don't like sex, or kink, or even porn is considered a social taboo here. But like...I don't. I don't like any of that stuff and I don't think I ever will. But. To those of you who like what I put out, and the photos and the videos that I do make, and who have stayed with me or are even sorta new, and who keep contributing to me, it means a lot to me. I don't do much, but knowing that there's people out there who appreciate what I do make means the world to me. I don't know what the new year will bring. Changes, certainly, but what those changes are elude me. I want to continue to make content that people like, and that convinces people that I'm worth something. Thank you for 2023. I look forward to being here in 2024. However I can. I hope that you like it.