Late June 2018 We're finally through the most dramatic/dep..
Added 2020-05-28 21:11:11 +0000 UTCLate June 2018 We're finally through the most dramatic/depressing parts of my hiatus from sexwork, woo! Thanks for sticking with me, it gets more fun and carefree from here on. To catch up on the the backstory, look at the Hiatus Posts section of my index here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1sWkw65fmY_pj_FaNGv58dIf80jawsLZ-lV5RRdYw0XY/edit?usp=sharing Picking up where we left off, I had just found a new guy, and quickly became infatuated. He was the first real sadist I'd ever slept with--he actually got off on hurting and hitting me, instead of what I had experienced in the past, which was guys who would indulge my kinks and spank me, but were careful to never go too hard for fear of hurting me. This new guy had no such qualms. It was new for me, and it was exhilarating. He beat me up and used me like a rag doll whenever he wanted, and fucking I loved it. I loved the marks he left on me. I was genuinely scared of him sometimes when we had sex, which just made me more excited. Trust me, I know it's messed up. But it made my pussy wetter than it had been in years. We began seeing each other on a strict schedule at his request (yeah, he had real American Psycho vibes lol)--every other weekend. It wasn't enough for me, but I was wrapped around his finger so I took what I could get. I would masturbate like crazy in between, looking forward to our next one. Other things going on at this time: I was still going on a bunch of dates with a few girls, including a really cute fun one to Pride (pink dress pics) and really enjoying it. I had another threesome (black tights pics). I was enrolled in a 6-week summer semester at my community college, taking 3 classes so I could get all my prerequisites in time to transfer by Fall 2019. The accelerated schedule meant I had 6 straight hours of school Mon-Fri. Calc II and Intro to CompSci (c++) kept me incredibly busy with class time, homework, and studying, which was a really nice distraction from the drama and toxicity of living with my ex. I got straight A's that semester and was super proud because I worked very hard for it.
