

Beautiful chaos! Beautiful chaos is how I like to look at my..
Added 2021-09-05 13:32:25 +0000 UTCBeautiful chaos! Beautiful chaos is how I like to look at myself, my life and my journey so far, and I’d like to think that I’m not alone. Often times we are considered “strong” in my case “strong woman” if only they know how much I dislike that term. We seem like we have it all together, we execute all tasks effortlessly, we don’t stop, we keep going because people look up to us, people who expect nothing less from us. We are in our heads alot, we are over thinkers, over achievers, we give and keep giving but we are empty, we feel things deeply but we also struggle, so when we relapse, when we fall, we hope that you know we are trying. Hidden behind the perfection you see is chaos… Beautiful chaos! This video was filmed for all those struggling with addiction, depression, bipolar disorder. You are not alone! I see you and oh if only you know… I get it! Enjoy watching