



I had the most wild masturbation experience the other night when I took these pics š„ŗ I fingered myself for the first time in YEARS and it brought up so many emotions. There was a particular spot that was so tender, I started crying! I was feeling overwhelmed and triggered (with shame) but kept focusing on my breath and offering myself over to a deeper surrender. Eyes rolling in the back of my head, feeling a force of energetic and wet release and was led to a full body orgasm!! It was so wholesome and beautiful.
I recently decided to abstain from sex until I find a special connection with someone and I am so horny all the time! Iāve been masturbating like crazy and experiencing so much sexual healing. And Iām enjoying sharing in a way I hadnāt before. I think in the past, I would just post what I thought subscribers wanted to see and what would āsell.ā I was also going through a break up. Now, it feels a little more intentional and a lot more like me.