A quick snap while sitting in the bathroom this morning. I canโt remember if Iโve ever spoke of this before but watching Scarlet Howard talk about her Uti struggles openly a lot has made me think about being a bit more open. The damage in my spine causes numerous problems an bl33ding is one of the worse it makes me so lethargic, uncomfortable an painful sometimes for days. It limits what I can do or wear because I have to be careful it never leaks & shows. And while itโs still mainly just personal choice itโs a huge reason why I would never do porn. In the future I hope to be able to manage it a lot better but right now Iโm not looking after myself at all properly which I think is quite obvious also these lockdowns havenโt helped at all with lots of doctors, therapists & treatments not being available as they usually would but weโll get there in the coming months!