

"Throat Endurance Test" (Video, 8:16 min.) - Handcuffed and face-fucked in what's probably the roughest scene I've shot to date. So if you've been waiting for me to do a proper male domination (maledom) shoot, then your wait ends right here, right now. The other night I experienced a rude awakening as my head was suddenly and rather aggressively turned into some kind of human Fleshlight. My BF had rolled my hair into a ponytail and yanked my head back and forth as he jerked himself off at what must have been four in the morning. Once I got over the initial adrenaline rush, stopped fighting back, and relaxed my neck muscles it actually worked pretty well. That incident also gave me an idea for the next video. I suggested adding handcuffs into the mix so I couldn't use my hands for safety and instead of doing the whole rag-doll thing (limp head) I decided to borrow the concept of 'imbalance' from the few BDSM & Bondage scenes I'd watched over the years. By kneeling a couple of inches too far away from my partner I'd be tipping over towards the cock, thereby pushing it deeper into my mouth unless of course, my better half pulled me back up by the hair. You can see that see-saw mechanic right in the first minute of the video where I repeatedly topple over and clumsily break my fall by gagging myself on his dick. You'll also notice my high heels lifted off the ground, not because I tried to look sexy but simply because I was constantly falling forward. - I'm thrilled with this shoot, haven't been this excited about me trying something challenging in a while. I'm not going to say it was an ordeal, not at all, but it really did get my heart pumping and I had a moment where I panicked a bit (minute 02:45 - 02:56). Now in a perfect world without gag-reflex I'd gone balls deep instead of just two-thirds down but I already threw up in my mouth at 01:28. Therefore I decided to play it safe and not ruin the movie by barfing on the balls and the couch. I'm getting there, give me some time and a little more practice.