* check in * hey guys so i have a new schedule i'm going to..
Added 2022-01-03 16:39:46 +0000 UTC* check in * hey guys so i have a new schedule i'm going to be trying out for the month and ill be introducing the changes each day of the week this week! mondays are going to be a little life check in day where i let you guys know whats going on with me and anything i have on my mind that i'd like to share. that being said this might be a more heavy check in (it'll be more of a chill thing usually lmao) so if you were here last month you probably noticed i was a bit off and maybe more disconnected than usual and its because i had alot going on in my personal life. as most of you know i've been in a relationship since i started onlyfans but lately things have changed. a relationship where i'm ignored unless they wanted me to buy them something was not the best for my mental health and this has been an incredibly hard decision for me and has been affecting not just me but my work and i am sorry for that. after spending over $1000 on him for christmas and not getting one single gift (and then him also asking me to pay his portion of the rent for jan) really opened my eyes and made me realize the relationship was really one sided. i think i usually have blinders on when it comes to people i love and care about and i think people tend to take advantage of the fact i do my best to see the good. i've decided this year i'm going to start looking out for myself and take care of me. it'll definitely be a process to figure out my game plan but because of last month being a little scattered anyone who renews this month, once you renew message me for a free video as a apology from me<3 I'm looking forward to plenty of smiles on here this month (and all the following months) and am so grateful for all of you who support me. (i’m also going to be adding things to my wishlist that i could use when i get on my feet and try to make it on my own for those who’d like to help out! https://thrn.co/u/lilliandiem )
