Time to catch up! I won't go on about the car issues and how..

Time to catch up! I won't go on about the car issues and how much that disrupted everything. At the moment, my car is getting fixed and I'm driving a rental until it's done. Not the cheapest solution but at least life goes on and no plans had to be cancelled. I've had a lot of stress trying to get things sorted but I think now the worst is over, only a matter of time and paying the bill. Swinging: So last Friday I went to a big swinging event with lots of single guys. Everyone who went to the event was added to a group chat, so people could prearrange who to m33t. I've chatted to a few people, a fellow hotwife and a few guys. But I did not do it a lot as during the week leading up to the event, I wasn't sure if I'll make it there due to the car issues. Nonetheless, I planned to m33t a fellow hotwife couple as my social crutch and a couple of guys who could be potential play partners. So the night comes, I get ready, feeling excited. We drive up, and 3nter the club and it's busy, very busy, even though we arrived reasonably early. At first I was looking for any familiar faces from the group chat, couldn't find any. A stranger came up to us, we chatted for a while, then later talked to another and nobody really made a move to take it further. I noticed one guy that I actually briefly talked on fab and he passed me many times without saying hello. So I thought, I'll make the first step in case he's nervous. Went up to him, and talked for a bit but he seemed rather uninterested, didn't maintain much eye contact, wasn't very talkative and eventually he just walked off. I took it as a clear sign that he wasn't interested in me. Maybe I'm not his type. After getting dressed down to my lingerie much didn't change. Nobody else really came up to talk, nobody made a move. I had a good time just taking in the scenery and watching people have fun, but felt rather left out. I did however notice that most of the girls that I'd say were very hot, were in a similar position as me. Speaking to some guys after the party, it seemed like it was a little overwhelming and intimidating for the single guys. Which I can understand, I'm also shy and awkward in these situations and I need somebody to lead the way and be quite pushy. I did not leave the club not getting fucked, me and the hubby did fuck and due to the club being as busy as it was, I think there was quite a big audience that watched us. It was a good party, great atmosphere, but for me, it was just not meant to be. Less eventful than anticipated, largely due to being stood up by my fellow hotwife couple and the few guys I chatted with. The hotwife had her time of the month, so I can't really blame her, been there myself. The guys however I won't trust again, I didn't expect time wasters in a group chat where every member has paid the entry fee. One was literally fishing for pics, which I didn't send. After the night I just felt like a lot of energy and money was wasted on an okay night, which was a let down but to some degree, it was my own fault for not coupling up with the right people. I said that I might take a break until the end of the year from clubbing, which might not be true, as I'm actually starting to plan a daytime event that I might attend and do it on my own without the hubby. It is on my naughty todo list to attend a club by myself and might be a good time to tick that off. Hopefully, I'll have time to find myself a play partner or two. Club nights however I might not do any until next year, unless we really get in the mood and have time for one. Laser: Thank you to the people who have contributed to my hair removal. My first session is done and I'm going for the second one today! I'll send some update pics to everyone who has contributed to it :) It very much helps cushion the cost. Most of it will still be covered by myself but every little helps and after the first treatment, I already see a massive difference, you'll see it in the update as well 😄 To anyone who still wants to contribute, please do, my goal only covers one session and I'm only half way to that 💙I have another 5 sessions to do. Having body hair removed will speed things up for me in terms of content creation and hotwifing as there will be less time spent on grooming myself :) I'll keep sending my thank yous as we go with update pics and whatever else exclusives I can come up with 😄 Content After some challenges, I'm looking positive at the future. Just yesterday I was showered with gifts by 2 of you 💖 The gifts really came at the perfect time, really improved my mood. And 2 of the gifts are something to open up new doors as they are toys with remote control access, access from anywhere in the world! So potentially in the future some of you will be able to earn the privilege to access my toy in real time and I'll finally start doing some private video calls 😈 I will send out a cheeky PPV this week, hoping to help a little more financially. So keep your eyes open for that one. On top of that I of course have quite a lot of content coming to the main page, lots of pics and vids. And with some new equipment gifted to me by Sean, I'll be able to up the production value a little bit more. Sexting / Customs I will try to set more time aside for making customs and sexting sessions. So if you ever want me to create something for you or want to sext with me please do let me know and I'll try to schedule something. My turnaround is usually a little slow on the customs so patience is always required 😄 Before I only did sexting when I was in the mood, but I think I could get in the mood on demand if I really wanted to, so I'm open for sexting bookings. I don't think I can do more than one a day xx Sorry for the long wall of text, I could still go on for hours and share every little detail, but I doubt anyone would read it all 😂