I still haven't even gotten halfway to my sale goal for this..
Added 2020-08-20 20:30:18 +0000 UTCI still haven't even gotten halfway to my sale goal for this MONTH. Worst month ever since I started over a year ago. 😔 If anyone would like to help me out I am selling custom stuff today, sexting, panties, etc. I haven't posted much on Reddit bcuz it seems no one gives a shit, I feel like I am uglier from losing a bit of weight. Idk, my self-esteem sucks more lately, and I'm feeling like my life is pointless. More shit hitting me in the past few days has been making me feel even worse. Feels like I will never escape this shithole I've been kicked into. "Working hard" only gets you so far. Two years ago at this time mid July-early September I repeatedly attempted suicide, ended in intensive care multiple times, my kidneys stopped functioning properly, and I almost succumbed to cardiac arrest. Idk why I'm still alive. I don't believe human life is inherently meaningful. I just want to go home. I'm the most stable I've been but I hate my life and I'm feeling more like I will never achieve my reasonable goals. Friends have had to put up with my crying fests lately. Thanks for listening to my crap.
