Added 2023-03-25 10:26:39 +0000 UTC
why do I always gravitate towards people who don’t like me? Like fr, someone could be crushing hard on me for months and I wouldn’t feel anything remotely romantic or sexual with them, and the moment they find someone else, I get all sad and develop a liking towards them. I’m stupid and I drive people away even when I actually like them 😭 idk why I can’t help it. I act not interested when I’m FUCKING FEELING U 100%. I’m so scared of people ghosting or leaving me, that I do it first or I make them do it 🥲
