hi. i had no intention of never NOT posting but here we are. iβve deleted so many videos ive made these past few months feeling like i suck at this now too scared to post and getting down about how long iβve gone without any content made when i was so so consistent in the past. it can sound like a broken record and i apologize to anyone iβve let down with being so inactive. life is life and i needed a break. i cant force anything unfortunately so i donβt know when more content is going to be posted routinely but i do know i want to be here again. some might hate me, some might not understand. there is no ill intent with subscriptions as you can do what you please. so iβll be back when iβm back. sorry for the ramblings. π€