The day I had to start to rebuild; I attempted to dance on t..
Added 2023-07-09 02:20:17 +0000 UTCThe day I had to start to rebuild; I attempted to dance on the pole multiple times to use movement and music as the trusty tool that they are for me when it comes to a healthy way of coping with sometimes negative or unwanted emotions. It worked to keep me regulated when my IG got taken down for no reason. I wasnโt going to post this, or was going to crop out the end as I get frustrated and then collapse to the floor in exhaustion stating โIโve got nothing leftโ But this is exactly how it be sometimes. But Iโm back, Iโm back at this house now, and Iโm hoping to have improved more since Iโm living in more emotional acceptance now that some time has passed. Shit happens in life, regardless, itโs still so fucking beautiful.