I know I have been gone a long time. Someone I cared for dee..
Added 2022-03-03 05:06:37 +0000 UTCI know I have been gone a long time. Someone I cared for deeply walked away from our relationship and it fucking ruined me. Two weeks later I witnessed multiple shootings from my own home. I had a mental break down. I stopped tying, I stopped making content, and I stopped performing. There are so many more details but this is not the place to share them nor am I ready to. This is an appreciation post to my partner (and also for those of you reading this) for sticking with me through thick and thin. This is the last performance I did right as my life was starting to spin out of control, but I did it with my partner and I am so fucking grateful for them and their trust. P.S. regarding future posts, everything is in flux at the moment. I have started tying again at the behest of my rope family and those involved in my accountability process (Starting slowly with trusted partners and my rope family). Some of those are people I make content with. Most are not. So future content will be scattered and sparse for the next month or so while I figure my life out. If you stick around that is nice and I am grateful. I understand if you don't.
