Just woke up and it was one of those times where I’m dreamin..
Added 2023-09-14 21:16:35 +0000 UTCJust woke up and it was one of those times where I’m dreaming of sex and every time I “sorta wake up” I’m touching myself/grinding my hips on my own fingers half asleep…😳
In these moments I really desire cnc/somnophilia from another person because I’m so out of it and sleepy and just wanna get used while I’m in this state.. I love the thought of someone having complete control (safely of course) over me while I’m sleeping and just touching my body, kissing me everywhere, making me feel good as I slowly start to wake up and I’m in this trance state where I can be more present on the feeling since my mental state isn’t fully awake yet. I think one of the reasons why cnc/somnophilia is one of my kinks is because I tend to get a bit mental/overthinky during sex in general. This leads me to not be fully present in the moment and makes it harder for me to reach orgasm in general with people.. BUT if I’m in this sleepy state, it’s harder for me to think about anything/prevents me from overthinking. So it makes things easier/more natural for me to feel more present and focus more on the sensations happening to my body.
Trigger warning: just wanted to talk about my thoughts in general regarding cnc :3 I always found it interesting that a lot of kinks stem from some sort of trauma.. that being said usually people who have a cnc kink have been SA’d and that’s where I believe my kink stems from. I always thought it was interesting how the brain works in this way, and kinks can sometimes be a method of healing or coping from past trauma :3
