so last night I ended up having 3 Big Macs, almost an entire..
Added 2022-11-09 21:51:41 +0000 UTCso last night I ended up having 3 Big Macs, almost an entire 2L of Pepsi, a large pizza, and earlier in the day I had 16 brown sugar mochi, a grilled cheese and a large sweet tea 👅💕check out the difference between right after eating to (at the end) when I’m lying in bed after having cum a few times, my stomach looks flatter bc when I orgasm my abs contract anything in there down a LOT 🥵😝 Full disclosure - I am now in possession of 2 NEW SCALES and they both kinda suck?? Both give varying readings (about 4-5 lb difference) and vary a little as well with repeated readings. The science /analytical part of my brain is extremely disturbed by this inconsistency because I wanna know how much I actually weigh gdi!!! And to be honest - if the scales are in ballpark accuracy I don’t weigh as much as I thought I did :( My clothes ARE tighter (growing out of most 3X bottoms and some 4X) and my belly seems to hang lower and floppier/squishier than my last highest weigh in (remember, 175). People seem to think it’s “so easy” to gain weight - it was easy for me at first this time because not only was I previously 180lbs but I had been eating at a very big calorie deficit for over 2 years and my metabolism was broken. I’ve noticed since I hit about 250 it’s been super hard to gain, I’m definitely gaining (slowly, in spite of my best efforts) but my weight is SO STUBBORN to change - I post whenever I stuff myself (5-7 nights a week) and regularly eat 5,000-7,000 cal a day and somehow I’ve managed to maintain/even maybe lose a little weight even though it makes no sense! Feel free to screenshot/copy paste this anywhere people are saying differently. 🥲 to make things even more frustrating I spend hundreds of dollars on food weekly 🥴💀 I I have an measuring tape coming tomorrow so I can compare my measurements to the end of August when I visited Ero-Hime and see if I’ve grown anywhere major 💜 I guess the only silver lining is that my weight gain goals have NOT changed - still shooting for 300 and that means you guys can enjoy watching me get fatter and fatter for even longer. I noticed y’all guessing higher weights for me because I MUST look bigger, happy to know I’m not losing my mind haha. Weigh in coming soon, if anyone wants to guess again under this post feel free to knowing this info 🥰
