Added 2023-02-28 18:33:34 +0000 UTC
Hello all! This is an important message about what has been going on with me lately! It is emotional so if you don't wanna read, then close out! I've been trying to get into vr for a while now it's just been very hard with motivation. My depression is very much alive and its making me think I'm not good enough and will never be enough. I've barely opened my websites or replied to messages (besides my recent posts of me coming back) and I apologize if you've messaged me multiple times wondering where I have been/what's going on. I really am sorry. I put too much work onto myself and the moment I have a good mood or think "Yes gonna get work done!" I sit at my desk and all those feelings flood right back to me and I get off my pc and turn into a hermit. I want to apologize to you all for my lack of communication and posts/videos. It's hard for me to open up or tweet out things like other creators do, I feel like it's not something you guys want to personally see. I really am sorry and it's so embarrassing to me to even be in this situation. Won't go into major details but I am seeking help and going to change my day to day life and get out more. It's been a hard struggle and anyone reading this who struggles too, I know how you feel and I'm here for you. I love my work, I love being sensual and having fun, I like the confidence it brings to me when I'm in a good place, I love that people enjoy my work so much and that I have so many fans which is crazy to me honestly. I've gotten loads support messages as I glimpse through the dms here, it just brings me to tears. I do not want to stop doing my work but I need to change it to suit me. Suit my needs and what I can do/put out. I replied today to over 100 messages I had. I'm gonna be taking away major customs on Fansly and Only-fans FOR THE TIME BEING. (I will still do dick rates and avi show off videos if you ask for those, but that's it for now). I'll still be putting out my free videos, gifs, pics, paid videos under subscriptions etc as I normally do but no more
