

ugh!! >_< i always get into these moods where i wanna write out lil diary entries for you guys, tell you about my life and what i get **up to**, whether that be just *mundane* things like "i finally did chores today!!" or **big** things... maybe even *lewd* things, but then when i go to write, my mind goes **blank**!! (꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) when i do this it makes me feel like i'm a little closer to you... i feel like this is kinda like my bedroom, my safe space where i can be as open or **lewd** as i want... and i hope you feel that way too! it's almost like we're having lil sleepovers all the time and getting a little *horny* together (⌒ω⌒) sometimes i can be a bit of an airhead, and clumsy... i feel like i need my own personal assistant to wrap me in bubble wrap or cozy blankies and steer me in the very right direction so i don't get hurt or do something *silly*. and it *would* be **very** nice to have someone hold my hand at all times hehe 😊 maybe you could help?? anywayyyyzzz~ i'm gonna try to keep a notepad with me at all times so when i have a thought, i can write it down for you! i hope you look forward to hearing my little ramblings and hopefully i can continue to tell you *everything* that's in my lil mind~ -your Lotus 💖