Hi againš„° Itās never a good sign when I disappear for a little bitš„ŗ My disease is such a rollercoaster and so mentally draining (on me and my family). My biggest anxiety about posting is around losing weightā¦. I always feel like I look so frail and sickly at 86lbs and think how could anyone still think Iām sexy?! Itās so hard to try and be confident while feeling so crummyš£ But then I try to remember that you all are so so sweet, kind, and reassuringš„¹š„° So despite what I thinkā¦.. Iām going to be brave and put it all out therešš„² Happy Friday šš„°š