Okay, here’s the thing… I really think porn is a big part of..
Added 2022-09-07 02:53:51 +0000 UTCOkay, here’s the thing… I really think porn is a big part of what caused my intimacy problems. I started watching it wayyy too early and I just KNOW that can’t be good :/ So in an attempt to help my brain, I’ve decided to refrain from watching porn for awhile. But I’m obviously not gonna stop masterbating. God… can you imagine? My poor little brain would have no more dopamine and you’d have no more horny posts. Oof, I don’t even want to think about it. Luckily for all of us, GWA exists. I’ve talked about how much I love those things before, but then I forgot they existed. Ugh… I hate most of nsfw reddit, but I loveeeee GWA 🥵🙈 (not me using the cringey horny dude emojis **semi** unironically…. oh god, what have I become… ) Okay, that's all! Just wanted to share!! PS: You may or may not have noticed this, but there’s been a huge increase in my posting frequency! AND GUESS WHAT??? I just posted for 7 days in a row!!!! For the first time in quite possibly ever!! Or maybe since like month 1. Idk, but I’m very proud of myself and I urge you to praise me and say GOOD JOB 🤓🫶🏻 I don’t foresee myself always being a daily poster, but I really do hope I can maintain at least 3-4 posts/week :) EDIT: wait I just checked and this is literally not true hahahaha yikes. Okay, *tomorrow* will be 7 days, but still… PPS: I finally almost caught up on my messages today!!!! Like no messages past a few days ago…. Yayyyy me! Haha. I literally spent like 5-6 hours just messaging and was so tired, I took a nap after. I haven’t taken a nap in over a year 😹 and I was on adderall (which usually makes sleeping impossible). Crazy stuff, but it was a lovely nap. I hope there will be more naps in my future. They make life so much better :,) PPPS: I hope you had a wonderful weekend and are having a good start to the week :) PPPPS: lol at the phone in pics 2 & 6… I need a camera man :(
