

I’m not one to explain myself… however I feel it’s the kind ..
Added 2021-08-26 03:47:23 +0000 UTCI’m not one to explain myself… however I feel it’s the kind thing to do… plus y’all have supported me for awhile now and without everyone of my fans support this would be even more difficult than it already is. My grandma has lived with me for the last 2 yrs and I’ve been her primary care taker. My cousin helps tremendously as well. I handle all calls from home health, occupational therapy, speech therapy, palliative care, cancer center, pulmonologist, PCP, urologist, and whoever else is calling about who knows what appointment or medication update. We go to 2/3 appointments every week… every appointment there’s a new issue.. the current issue is confusion (dementia suspect) trouble swallowing and difficultly breathing. Gmas currently admitted to the hospital due to elevated heart enzymes. We were scheduled for EGD, Echo and PET scan this week to see if the cancer has Metastasize. However she will only have the EGD done at the hospital and we will reschedule the others. The most recent scans we has show a growth of 15% on her lungs and also a spot in her spine , which we aren’t sure what it is yet. The last month has been by far the toughest month of her life. It’s been a downward spiral. I’m doing my very best to juggle being Gmas right hand person, DPOA, taxi, secretary ….or whatever else title for the day. From mom, to lover, to Judy the great, to content creator or who ever else you think I am. You don’t know my story… don’t make assumptions. I’m doing the best I can. All I can ask is for you to bear with me as I handle this one day at a time, and send some positive vibes for my grandma.