***Life Update*** Ive been in contemplation about a lot of things in my life these past few months. π¦ Who am I in relationship? Who am I when Iβm on my own? How can I know myself more deeply, enjoy my own company more? Do I really, truly like myself.. love myself? What are my boundaries? How do I create a life Iβm proud of? What unresolved childhood trauma do I re-enact when I am feeling triggered? In all honesty, I noticed how unhappy i have been. Covering it up just magnified what I've been avoiding. Itβs in no way easy.. but I decided Iβm taking the route to sit with these uncomfortable questions and not bury them in unhealthy coping mechanisms or toxic friendships/relationships. I donβt want to wake up in 10, 20, or 30 years and realize that i have been living someone elseβs life. Or not be f***ing proud and amazed at the life i have created. Anyways.. i just wanted to let you know why Iβve been a little absent lately. You know.. just dealing with this thing called life π€ͺ I appreciate you for being here with me on this journey, loving me for my light as well as my dark.. humour that pops put from time to time. πβΊοΈ Miss you. Xoxo - Bloom