I got many messages that Luke deserved to cum, after he was ..

I got many messages that Luke deserved to cum, after he was allowed his one thrust „fuck“ 🤭But here is why I didn‘t want it. First, there isn‘t any reason to keep him denied other than I like that. I want to see him struggle for me. I want him horny and I want him to sacrifice. It‘s just sexy when I see him go through difficult things because he thinks I am worth it. That‘s why it‘s so hot to keep him denied of orgasm, pussy, sight ... Because if he was rewarded right after he did something right, it would be a transaction. Do this – get that. But that‘s not what I want. I want him to do anything I want even if he doesn‘t immediately get anything. Or better yet, his one thrust was a reward on its own, even if it meant him being a lot more horny than before. And especially because it meant Luke really had to control himself not to pump me full of cum. That‘s the power imbalance I crave. Me using him and pushing him to limits is a privilege. While he‘s not getting what many men get he‘s getting something I am not giving to anybody else.

Anyway, I didn‘t want to let him cum the session after, for the same reason. It's too obvious and connected. One day I‘ll probably switch things up and release him on the most expected time, so he never knows 🤭But this time I was feeling like it‘s finally time. He was a good boy, his balls were full to the brink. And I was even nice enough to decide to give him a full orgasm. Well, if it was nice is up to debate, for reasons you might‘ve already guessed 🤭

With this, you already know more than Luke during the session. I didn‘t tell him anything, so he didn‘t know if it was just another edging session to make him even more desperate. An interesting observation I made. When he didn‘t know he would be allowed to cum he wasn‘t nearly as hard. I‘ve noticed how cautious he is about the edges. He pulled away as soon as I felt him twitch a little in my hand. It‘s cute that he‘s scared not to accidentally go over the edge, even though he is mindlessly horny. 🥰 From a keyholder perspective I really appreciate the obedience and the effort. Some Doms like brats and the fight, I like it when he‘s trying to impress me.

But as soon as I told him he would be allowed to cum over my cleavage, he got rock hard. I think the fact that I told him, he would be licking my tits and anything that‘s on them after it also helped. Well, at least in the moment. I could see him enjoying himself, as he wasn't afraid not to accidentally go over the edge. I felt the buildup in my hands as he was approaching the orgasm. It's super hot releasing him after such a long time. I could feel all that sexual energy and tension released as he erupted and splashed a thick and heavy load all over my tits. This alone is why denial is so exhilarating.

Because I went for the full orgasm and as I said in the beginning, it‘s up to a debate if it was a reward or not. I‘d say it was worth it because for a while I was worried his knees would fail him. So, just for his safety, it was better if he was kneeling on them 😈 Suddenly cleaning up his own cum off my tits with full clarity wasn‘t as hot as it sounds in his head a moment ago 🤭 I saw him struggling with every swallow. But truth be told, I liked that. The gagging and struggling are part of the fun. At least for me. Like I said, I like when he‘s trying his best. He got a mindblowing orgasm, so I've decided this is the price he has to pay. 😇

Interestingly, I am certain, that the next time I‘ll be jerking him he would be thinking about eating cum and the difficult and humiliating reality of it would be completely wiped out by a fog of horniness 🤭Isn't chastity wonderful.