

I am very clingy. And some will label that as a toxic trait but I want to explain why it’s not a toxic trait to me. I understand that some people need space to emotionally recharge, but I always felt like the perfect time to do that was when you lay in bed before sleep. As a way to digest your day and think things. When I am awake, I like to be a social butterfly and spend time with people and let their energy dance with mine. If I am in love with you, I want to constantly be with you. Only at night when you lay besides me sleeping is when I would need to recharge. I want to hug your arm and kiss your cheek and occupy your day as much as I possibly can. I want to tease you even in public in innocent ways. I want to have your eyes on me at all times, just as my eyes are on you at all times. Why would anyone feel like that is toxic? If you truly love me, then I want you to consume me. The moment you ask to be away from me, is when my heart will shatter and so will my reality. It would mean that my true love could not be you. I love with my whole heart and soul. But very few can love me with theirs.