ohlizzie

Some of the benefits to subscribing to this account, is that..

Added 2020-04-19 08:09:08 +0000 UTC

Some of the benefits to subscribing to this account, is that you guys get to see all the photos I take whenever I do a little SFW set meant for Instagram! Before OnlyFans, all my "shoots" of myself were always 100% clothed and only ever saw the light of day on Instagram. So you guys get to see it all! Over the last 12 months, my personal interest in being on Instagram has dropped so significantly, that it somehow started feeling like a chore to be on there, to take photos of myself, to reply to comments and messages... It just felt useless. The only reason I kept doing it, was to hopefully entice other people to hire me as a photographer for their own shoots, weddings, events, all of that kind of thing. Whenever I would be introduced in person to someone new and later have them be like 'whats yo insty?' and I'd direct them there, the response was always like 'OMG U HAVE 26,000+ FOLLOWERS?~?!?!" .... and I'd be like "trust me, it doesn't mean anything. It means people love the naked girls, and they ignore everything personal about me that I care about... No one cares about bands I shoot, flowers I make, or landscapes I take. They only care for provocative models, and triple points if it's me doing that..." So very recently, I archived a bunch of stuff on my main account, @lizzieskyllas, and made my "model" account @birdsbylizzie a private account. I guess I just keep imagining what it would be like if I lost either or both of those accounts. What am I really left with? Not much... No website, no articles about me and my art, I'd just be gone from the internet. So while I build this OnlyFans account up and feel like I'm kind of getting somewhere, I'm also working on the other big picture stuff. Rebranding my photography business, developing a freelance floral plan, really thinking about where "home" is and where I want to be in the next two years. Thanks for reading along while I think out loud a little. That's just where my head is at tonight 🤷🏼‍♀️