Hello, boys! I am back! Sorry for not being here, I felt myself so bad - my cat was sick and I catch depression. And donโt felt myself sexy and donโt wanted to show my body, donโt had motivation for that. Okay, yes, I canโt be always productive and happy, sometimes I just donโt have strengths and what I ca do - lay on bed and crying. But I had meeting with psychotherapist and now I am started use pills for mental health. I hope I will feel better so soon.