amamizura

Ok, I'mma be honest: I am fucking tired and sleepy lolz. I ..

Added 2021-12-11 22:40:14 +0000 UTC

Ok, I'mma be honest: I am fucking tired and sleepy lolz. I went to sleep late and woke up early (yet again for like 2 weeks now) so I can shoot/film but now I have a headache and it's really fucking cold in my room and I just wanted to cuddle under my warm blankets in bed and take a nap, so I'm going to do that before my MV Live stream. I'll be postponing some stuffs for next week to the week after. I wish I didn't have to because the past couple months have been super slow for me income-wise, which is why I've been looking into other sites and projects to help, and taking breaks or not making PPVs (or selling enough) or having completed goals makes it worse. It's nice to have people say "It's ok, relax, take a break" but saying nice things doesn't really pay the bills, y'know. I don't have vacation days or sick days accumulated to make up for missed days like most of you probably do. I am trying to come up with a system for that though to simulate vacation/sick days like I have for withholding taxes, but that's still in progress. But anyways, I didn't make this post to complain lolz. I'm just going back to bed so I can feel somewhat rested before stream today. Oki, ttyl <3