*She thought of what the future holds~* Honestly, I'm more ..
Added 2022-01-01 01:40:09 +0000 UTC*She thought of what the future holds~* Honestly, I'm more of a negative person because of past experiences. I tend to have bad luck, and if things do go well, I'm usually very skeptical because I know something bad is going to happen around the corner, and it usually does. But I will say this: This past year is probably the best one I've had in a while overall. I'm not only continuing to discover more about myself and understand the way that I am, but I got myself in a better place than I was the year before in all aspects of my life. My relationships with my boyfriend and family and friends are better, I try to think rationally through my emotions, I'm trying to understand others better, I've been working out more and having green time (going to the park and taking care of plants), I've decided on a major I actually want to pursue, and although I'm not in the best position financially, it is better than it was before. For all of that and more, I am grateful. And it's been a bit of a constant battle between my negativity and my optimism. But I know that looking back, I did better. And I hope, and plan, that next year will be better as well.
