This holiday season has been one wild ride and trying season..
Added 2022-12-25 22:04:13 +0000 UTCThis holiday season has been one wild ride and trying season since mid-November, requiring both of us to individually dive deeper again and again, like never before. It’s felt like we’ve been in a womb, preparing to be birthed for whatever is coming into form next in our Union. Deeply tucked away pains exposed, brought into the light for us both to see and hold with Love. There have been many tears, many breakdowns, much surrender. Many moments of feeling like we’re literally watching our ego “little” selves playing out old roles from a zoomed-out perspective, laughing at how silly the whole play is. Forgiveness has been the key. As much as our egos have resisted letting go, Love somehow prevails each time. After six weeks of internal struggle, something miraculous broke through yesterday. Something I cannot explain and am not even trying to understand—it defies logic. I’m choosing to simply be with it, letting it permeate every cell of my being, bathing in the Love that’s flowing through our family. There’s a new experience of reverence, tenderness, devotion, gratitude, and warmth present. My heart is full. ❤️🔥😭 Letting go of what has been, being with what is, trusting in what is coming. Merry Christmas, and Happy Holidays. Whichever form of celebration resonates with your heart and spirit, may your day be full of Love, and perhaps some sexy spankings.🥹
