

been trying to be positive about everything. I've been trying really hard I want to be fine I NEED to be fine I can't let anxiety and depression defeat me anyways. I started taking poetry lessons today haha. Cuz I wanna be a better songwriter but since I've never properly studied English literature and poetry and stuff, I think my songs are pretty superficial... I want to be able to write more songs and express more of my thoughts. ok I'm off to bed good night !!💙