So bad 😂😂😂 with saying imma brb And never brb lol 🤣🤣 but fuc..

So bad 😂😂😂 with saying imma brb And never brb lol 🤣🤣 but fuck mannnn it’s been so crazy weird and out of body like rly hard to keep up with things to where I can know I’m not a burden and neither is my shit lol but I have to move like most my plants inside bc summer is about to wreck all of them in arizona And I have no room Absolutely none for them you guys saw 😔 so I kinda had a serious breakdown and just lost it bc I knew it was going to come down to this like okay plants or art Not both I can’t have SOME of my art it’s all or nothing bc my brain works very annoying, I’ll pack something thinking it’ll never get used and then a week later I somehow find something to use it with and get fucked off bc I don’t have it haha but trying to understand how my dad thinks there’s “no room” when his laundry room is huge with empty boxes filling one corner, sone cabinets are completely empty in the bathroo’m and kitchen, a computer desk with nothing on or under it but will argue that THERES NO ROOM I’m getting extremely frustrated because I could have both and be tidy but this irrational sense of what is a priority being here and what he hasn’t touched in years but puts that as the excuse to why there isn’t room it’s super blah feeling and I popped off on him bout it cause like fucj man I’m trying rly hard to compromise and completely having to sacrifice my privacy by living in a fucking living room Idk how long this can go on for 😔 but i have no choice, like most times I’vee gotten displaced from my home Lmfao (there’s been a few times lol) I feel like making a v log ORRRR going live tmrw !!! Sunday from like noon till five he’s out and that’s literally THE ONLY time I have alone time 😔 butt I would love to catch up and figure out how to get my mf plants inside hahaha it’s going to be sk sk so bad esp considering that EVERYTHING is in one room My bed the cats MY ART MY PLANTS I don’t know if I’ll rly be able to art properly again with the cat hair aaaaaaand now fuckkng soil and dirt n shit (and prob flying critters that love to just land in wet stuff lol) EVERYWHRE alll the time cause you know it’s fuckkn inevitable lol 🥺🥺🥺 We need like a. Fuckkkin set goal agh I wish there was a light in this mf tunnel A way out and a date and a plan and something to look forward to with being independent again 😢 i feel so self conscious Have sone weird pics tho lol I hate how one day can be amazing and then the next is just a 180 with feels 😭 I’ll send a good morning dm to all auto renew peeeps when I awaken 😎🥰🥰🥰🥰 thank you for being forever supportive and again reading stupid rants 🥲😅🙏❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹