Boop heyyyyyy ๐ Have a boobie ๐ because Iโve been trying to pull myself out of this hole of depression, I have a self goal that I rly would like to try my hardest to get back to 4% by the end of the month ๐ฅบ I just keep going up and up and I donโt know if itโs my lack of posting, or something ๐ I posted less other months and it hasnโt been this hard to stay afloat on here as it is at the moment Three out of five posts I wrote up got deleted without telling me why, and never reinstated so Iโm just def trying my very hardest n I feel defeated bc when I do try I get shut down and silenced for legit no fucking reason. ๐ฅบ Speaking of defeated, my best friends surgery didnโt go well, they couldnโt reach the tumors in his bladder and have to do it all over again which like why didnโt they know what tool to use if they knew where they were in the first place? Fuckkng ridiculous I have been rly sad about that and been feeling his feels ๐ anyone who tips $16+ for this goal will bebsent somrthkng wicked i KNOW none of you have ๐ฅณ getting even half close to it would make my month โค๏ธโ๐ฉนor art! let me know your preference, ๐ฅฒ My Invisalign is doing good Iโm at like week four! But i have a psych appointment today and they have been fucking with my medication saying I couldnโt pick it up when It was due so they just cold turkey me off my meds and tell me to go to urgent care when I told then I was feeling withdrawals like the fuck kind ofdoctor tells their patient to just to go the hospital when they know damn well that nothing will be done to help me there lol so my dad is coming with today and is going to chew them tf out ๐คฃ will keep you updated lolz I might secretly record it bc when my dad pops off itโs no joke ๐