I hate how everything is going. I just want to feel like I u..
Added 2022-08-05 18:01:29 +0000 UTCI hate how everything is going. I just want to feel like I used too. I hope none of you guys have to go through opioid addiction in your family. Watching someone o.d over and over then watching them leave not knowing what is going to happen all the time is draining. I have 2 little people that will not have parents because of this and my bf isnโt the person that he said he is. Iโve been doing my best but I canโt stop thinking about all the bullshit popping off right now. I have real life problems and Iโm not okay. Memorial Day weekend is coming up and that marks a year of me jumping out of a car. I could have died cause I was legit tired of everything going on at that time. Iโm just depressed that nothing is getting better. No matter how much I try itโs never good enough and you guys have no idea how much it hurts.